JohnTheMan

why? why? why? did you lie to my heart? couldn't you set me free? let me take all the guilt? destory something so beautiful? didn't you care about me enough to put yourself asside for a second? did you betray me? did you time and again bring me back to pain? couldnt you hold out 60 days? did you let me hurt so badly? did you take from me everything? did you kill my spirit? didn't you just tell me? did you make me feel like I killed us? i will probably never talk to you again. it is the worst feeling ever. i feel like i had to do it. i killed what was most important to me. i hurt you only to save my life when you betrayed me. i feel more pain then i expected in many lifetimes. all that i ever wanted was your company. all that i ever wanted was for you to stand by me. i am tired. i am weak. i am done. i forgive you. i hope that we make it in another universe. i will always miss and love you. goodbye dear friend. goodbye my love.