niceandslow

Dear B, This is a hard letter for me to write. I have so much I wish I could say, yet I am not sure how to express it all. So, please just bear with me and I am sure you will understand what I am trying to say by the time I am finished writing this letter. I want you to know I hold no anger or resentment toward you for not being in my life right now. I completely understand these are the consequences of my actions. There have been many times when I have wanted to call and talk to you to apologize, but have been scared. I feel like I don't know what to say. I know it will take time to receive forgiveness from you for my immature, disrespectful actions. I am truly sorry for all the wrong I have done that night. I am regretful for the way I behaved and for the way things ended on such bad terms between us. I hope you realize that was not who I am, and I have taken steps to make sure something like that never happens again. I was humiliated and ashamed, and I lost my self-respect that night. I care for you and hope you will find it in your heart to forgive me. Maybe one day we can talk on the phone or meet for a coffee to catch up and let bygones be bygones. Regretfully, me

I miss you. Not talking to you is getting harder as the days go by, not easier. I want to reach out but I know it's not what we both need right now. Just wish I knew if you missed me even a little.

I miss you a lot today. So many little things popped up today that made me think of you, and I wanted to reach out and tell you about them. I don't know if I've even crossed your mind even once. I know this was my decision but it's a painful decision. I loved you but I know you aren't ready for anything. I just wish I could know how you were doing and that you're ok.

Good morning something that simple always brightened up my mornings. That's something I will miss the most.

You left my life as fast as you came into it. Why does it hurt this much? I swore to myself that I would never let another man let me feel this way. Yet, here I am. You broke my heart. I've tried so hard to not let anybody in. When I finally do, I get my heart broken. I wasn't ready for this pain and misery. I trusted you. How could you tell me you love me then just disappear? People suck. Didn't think you were one of those people.

We didn't date very long. One thing you said that stuck was that you wouldn't hurt me. You know I trusted you. You're the first person I trusted in a long time. I opened up to you. I felt vulnerable and scared but I trusted you. You know you said you wouldn't hurt me but you did. You disrespected me. You used me. You came into my life for a reason and you actually taught me a lot about myself. I just wish you were mature enough to be honest with me then just walk away. That's what hurts.

You're a jerk. Selfish. Liar. Cheater.

Ahhh your a manipulative, sociopathic liar! The fact that your even engaged is probably a lie. The fact your taking her to meet your family is a stab in the heart but I will find someone who can't wait to bring me home to meet ther family. Because there is absolutely nothing wrong with me. I am an amazing person. It is your loss. And the fact that you reached put to me when you are seeing someone else just shows you will never change and I dodged a bullet. Plus you aren't happy and you never will be in any relationship. Merry Christmas you selfish jerk!

From being in an age gap relationship myself, if you or him have insecurities with the age difference then it could cause problems. Your gap is not that big and like other people have mentioned that down the road it won't make much of a difference. There are people who are going to have negative opinions, but the only thing that really matters is how you feel about each other. If anybody were to ask you his age, you should be proud to tell anybody and not worry if they cringe or not.