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segagirl

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  1. I am so grateful for everyone coming and talking some reality with me. Its why I came. We can often justify things in our own heads, tell ourselves stories. I could tell I was in a place that just felt wrong but every time I would say it outloud to him, he walks me back around in circles. I needed an outside perspective. For sure I have some self esteem issues with this and Ive formed a connection to an attachment that is really not healthy or helpful to anyone.
  2. This is spot on unfortunately .....I am having some unrealistic fantasy that I mean something simply because he uses the words.
  3. I get nothing...... I'm letting him give me nothing. sounds so silly when its said aloud. Thank you.
  4. Thank you for your encouraging words!
  5. Why am I so scared to let go - Im scared of losing him forever.
  6. For the first time in a year a put a dating profile up. Dating sites kind of suck but I am at least talking to people. Though I am scared to death of meeting and trying.
  7. Not a very pretty narrative - its the fake visions I have that keep me and I know this.....ugh
  8. It is in fact a selfish, cold thing to do. When I comes to him I tend to go way out of my value base. That alone should be enough to stop me.
  9. I want to be, I want to just sit back and enjoy it while it goes on. But then my guilt, needs and head starts yelling at me.
  10. reality, he'll never leave. I know this. She might toss him as she has before. But he is not leaving.
  11. We started talking three months after my boyfriend and I split. I never spoke to him during. I think i could accept daily phone calls from a friend, but I can't settle with that as I am not his friend. He cant keep me as a friend......
  12. The truth, Im scared that this man, who the universe keeps brining back into my life is really some how meant to be in my life. The whole, let it go and it comes back to you thought. We have totally let go before, gone years without talking, and some how, some way we run into each other and here we are bonded again. This is the third time and each time its me that pushes away. What if this time, instead of pushing away, I just hold. I hold and see.
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