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mbird

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  1. I have broken up with my girlfriend a month 4 weeks ago today. Been NC since saturday it is very very hard! Big regret just looked on her bebo and its made me feel so much worse all the new boys which are on her account Makes it all much harder because we broke up on such good terms. Stayed the night at her house had passionate sex ect. But she "didn't feel the same anymore" Ifeel like I could never commit that haevily again because I might get dropped again. Makes me unbelievably hurt and angry but I can't do anything about it. through the last month I just get random urges to punch something. Still do it im a boxer my fists are so bruised. but it makes me feel better. I shocked her when we broke up that i cryed I was sensitive but int he 2 years she never saw me cry. I cryed the last 3 weeks. Havnt cryed in a day. I just feel so distached like I'm missing something in my life... Why are women so afraid of stickign with something and why are peiople scared of developing a relationship? Everyone is right, words don't mean anything when it comes to this kind of stuff. I'm hurting, but I'm going to go traveling for a year in aussie, I really want her out of my head by the time I go!
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