theartofruin

Hmmmm it's been what, seven months or so since we last spoke? Well, I'm obviously over the whole boohoo broken heart phase. But you are still a disgusting person. Even now I just am in disbelief at how awful you were. Absolute trash. I still long for the day I find out you've died from an overdose. P.S. You owe me a grand, you thieving, cheating, narcissistic, air headed, self-centred, drug addict slag.

Ugh, I dreamt about you last night. First time in months. We were back together and my mum was so happy. She always liked you. A minor setback. You'll be nothing but a foggy memory soon enough. I still can't believe we ended so badly. It hurts so much that we don't exist in each others lives anymore. After everything, all those years, all those plans. For a while it was amazing. I'm so sorry for everything I did wrong. I hope you are sorry too.

"The Lost Continent" by Bill Bryson. Funny stuff! (I can't remember the last time I read an actual novel)

Why did you have to be such a selfish, lying, backstabbing b*tch?? I really would have liked to have wished you a happy new year. It sucks things ended so ugly. As much as it was going to kill me breaking up, I really wish we could have stayed civil and friendly. Ah well. I hate you. Tonight was fine, I didn't get any sadness or twinges of pain knowing you were out with him. I was dreading NYE for weeks, but meh, no biggie. I'll be completely over you soon enough, I think about you less and less these days. But I still hope you die of an overdose.

I hope you had a crappy Xmas. What did your boyfriend get you? A new bong? A romantic box of chocolate coated mushrooms? Half a gram of black tar heroin? Moron.

Have you cheated on your new boyfriend yet? Oh wait, you only do that when it's long term and serious and the guy has completely believed all your lies about "love" and a "future". Forever, huh? You are incapable of love, incapable of commitment, incapable of honesty, and incapable of decency. I might not wallow in pity anymore, but I still hate you. I think you are classless, disgusting, and cruel. I don't think people like you deserve any kind of happiness. The fact that you treat people like dirt, betray them, lie about them, and get away with it every single time makes me sick. I hope karma catches up with you one day. Even in ten years time, when I can barely remember what you look like, if I get a phone call that the misery & suffering I have wished upon you has finally come true, then I will crack open the champagne and celebrate. The all-consuming and furious hate and anger that I once felt for you has gone; but my desire to see justice done has not. People like you deserve their comeuppance. You stole three and a half years of my life. You stole all of my money. You stole the career that I would have had. You were the biggest mistake I have ever made.

It's nonsense, and as BriarRose already said, just as silly as the idea of a soulmate. I've thought several girls were "the one" and that I'd never find happiness again... and yet again and again over the years I've met someone new, and better. My current ex? Sure, she was 'the one' and I'll never love anyone the same again. It was amazing. This time it's different. Yeah right. Give me a couple of years and I won't even remember her name and I'll be with someone even better. People who marry their first love have just had a bit of luck (or not, in my opinion. Ewww, only one partner, how boring!). So because they have stuck with each other, it's lasted, they can sit there and say they're "soul mates" and it's meant to be. But if they broke up after ten years, or one of them tragically died, are you really saying that that's it, no more happiness with anyone else ever again?? So my point my good man, after that slightly cynical rant, was that NO, there is no magical bullet that means you can never find love again! I know it's tough to get the girl of the pedestal, but you will eventually and you'll meet loads of girls who could all equally be 'the one'.

Why did you ever tell me you loved me? I think that is the lie that has hurt me the most.

I still think of you every day but it hurts less every day. By being so cruel, so vicious, so selfish, you may have crushed me in the short term but as the days go by I am able to see you for what you truly are. Love really is blind sometimes. I can't believe I ever gave you a second chance in the first place - you treated me like dirt a few years ago and I forgave you, and this is how you repay me? You always took advantage of me, you always bullied and manipulated me, and you always emotionally abused me. The entire relationship was a joke -- you doing what you want, me being put in my place and told to shut up, and whenever I dared step out of line even mildly I got crap for it. And all your idiotic sex photos online - on COUCHSURFING?? - show you for the immature, attention-seeking, pathetic piece of trash you are. You are embarrassing yourself and degrading yourself and for what? Just to hurt me even more, to rub my face in it?? Why do you hate me so much just because I found out you had cheated on me? You are insane! And all those drugs you're doing these days? Not gonna help with the mental disorders darling So yeah, I think about you, a lot. But today I am feeling more indifferent, disappointed, than angry & upset. I guess that's a sign that you're easier to get over than I thought. It helps that you betrayed me more than anyone ever has so I have no happy memories left, so thank you -- I guess cheating on me, mocking and humiliating me, and spreading lies was your final, selfless act of love, just to help me move on quicker. What a sweetheart, always thinking of other people!

I'm absolutely disgusted with you. I already knew you were deceitful, dishonest, and selfish, but now I can add trashy, classless and immoral to the list. I just am in shock you could have so little respect for yourself, you should be ashamed. And to think, when my other ex did this 4 years ago you absolutely ripped into her. You're a hypocrite, always have been - the exact type of person you claim to hate! Die.

I hate you so much. I will never, ever forgive you. I have never hated anyone like this before. The day I get a phone call that you've died in a car wreck I will crack open a bottle of champagne and celebrate. You deserve nothing but pain and suffering

I hate that I am posting on ENA while you are happily living your life after cheating, lying, and humiliating me. You are the worst kind of scum. Everything about us was a lie. I hate you so much. The girl I fell in love with isn't real. I hope this catches up with you one day - I sincerely pray that one day I get the news that you have been screwed over and are suffering more than anyone ever has before. I hate you with everything I have.

Happy thanksgiving my love! Nah just kidding, choke on a turkey bone you lying * * * * * .

I hate you so much. I can't believe after all these years, all these ups and downs, I meant so little to you that you could treat me like crap. To cheat on me and show no remorse, no guilt, just spiteful arrogance and attempts to justify it. I used to think you were the most amazing, beautiful, adorable, loving person I have ever met in my life. Every time I held you, every time we had sex, everytime I freakin' looked at you, I thought I was the luckiest man in the world. Now, I think you are the biggest piece of trash I have ever known. I can't believe I ever trusted you. I wish nothing but pain and misery on you.

I've kissed a few guys and thought nothing of it. Didn't turn me on or anything, was just for the hell of it.