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sarey last won the day on June 11 2009

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  1. Always appreciate your words ToV xx Thank you
  2. Thank you Jeen & Psalm... appreciate it... my first piece in months...
  3. Love, like fire, it burns through flesh, blinding, hate, like ice, it freezes the heart, frozen, tainting the soul, what world is this? Millions, of trillions, they live within their walls of suffering, Pain, and hurt, is their only friend, Within this world... thousands...and trillions... they live alone. Trapped inside their mind of poison... wondering where they're going... lost at sea... they are not... not yet... free, will they ever be?
  4. Tainting my soul, pure evil within, tears begging to drop, screams pleading to be heard, lost in this dark hole, where did I go? where do I go? Darkness fills me, memories, thoughts, feelings, overwhelming, how do I escape? Creativity is really poor lately... *sighs* will continue more soon...
  5. ... i'm 5'4 and 140 lbs. now i feel fat ... erm, exercise, eat healthy, maybe go to your doc if your serious about losing weight, they may be able to do a meal plan/exercise plan with you n all.
  6. thanks tiredofvampires (hugs back) im just feeling a bit down lately, mostly because of how crappy my school is. so i wrote a lil poem.
  7. A fire burns, the flames flip and turn, like the anger inside me, when it's bursting free. Screaming, but nobody listens, crying, yet nobody cares, trying my hardest, but all good deeds go unnoticed, others are recgonized in the rest, though why not in me? Blamed for everything, when I was only trying to help, only trying to care, I guess I fail at that too, just like with most things I do. I cause myself alot of pain, half the time to discover if this is really happening, if I'm really here, and I never do really fear, if that pain will cause my ending. My life feels like an empty book, pointless and full of nothing, I'm only an existence, worth the blame, the flaws and the pain, my only true meaning, is which you are seeing, the blame, the flaws, and the pain...
  8. thankyou hosswhispra, and Jaded
  9. I did. Wrote it just now. Feeling bit crappy so decided to write some poetry. Thankyou Stu. I appreciate your comments.
  10. Alone under this abandoned, old tree, the leaves dropping one by one, as my tears do when I'm left alone, when someone close to me leaves, I wonder if this tree cries just like me. Laying in the grass now, I see a butterfly, it flutters around me, I imagine my Nan, she loved them dearly, I wonder if she can see me, I wonder what she'd be thinking, whether she would be proud, or whether she would be mad. Walking down a street, with others around, joyful and happy, I'm the odd one out, with a frown instead of a smile, alone is what I'm destined to be, or so it seems. I arrive home, walking up these stairs, and into my room, I lay on my bed, thinking, I wonder if this is how my life was planned, alone, abandoned, I scream so loud, but it falls amoung deafened ears, I cry so much, but they don't see the tears. I want someone to take my hand, to never let go, I want someone to love and care, and never stop, I want someone to hold me, to never leave, I want someone to stay, and never leave me astray.
  11. thanks moxi. justanother - ive already tried counselling. didnt go as planned. so. i gave up on help.
  12. alm- hence the end two lines, 'and that girl, is me.' ... so it pretty much indicates it is me. thanks raiden.
  13. She is the girl, who cries her eyes out, her heart torn apart, and when she thinks it's a new, fresh start, it's shortly a torturing end, with no fixing mend. She is the girl, who wishes to be loved, to be cared about, to be hugged, to be held, not to be abandoned, left to the cold. She is the girl, who loses control, she fills her stomach, with posion, she bleeds, she starves, she sees, that shes worth nothing. She is the girl, who has a temper, who will yell, and shout, and she wont remember, much if anything, that she has done, but she will apologize, even though her anger has won. She is the girl, who is called names, she cries for hours, wishing she could fade away, the bullies, they know, they hurt her so. She is the girl, who wishes to die, every second of the day, and she lives a life, full of lies, covering up her secrets, she just wishes to say goodbye. She is the girl, who has gave up hope, who has gave up faith, who has gave up, everything she believed, she wishes to leave, to be dead, and that girl, is me.
  14. That's amazing ABD, I love it very much. Keep up the wonderful, expressive work.
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