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  1. lizer
    42 DAYS NC. broke up FOUR months ago to date after THREE years. first love. still think of him every single day. feel detached from him. as though we are strangers now. and it is a TERRIBLE feeling. he(dumper) has not attempted to contact me at all in the past 42 days. though he still reads my xanga evvvvery single day. and that keeps me in false hope probably. am considering phoning pretty soon. leaving a message. saying hi. writing a letter. SOMETHING. this is been too long. ugh.
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    DAY 30. still feel like he is the only one i want to be with. have decided to put off contacting him until i feel like i could handle whatever 'weird' attitude he might throw at me... or worst case scenario (someone new).. i dont need to relive the last thirty days( and four months) all over again with one stupid call. in the meantime, until that point (or until he phones me), i am praying for him..and praying that god is working on his heart bigtime.
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    day 27. not sure why the person above me is so enthusiastic. i have spent my time doing what i was *supposed* to do, and i really doubt that in 3 days, on day 30, that i will just MIRACULOUSLY stop giving a crap about my ex and not ever desiring to talk to him. because thats a big ol lie. NC has determined more and more for me that he is the only one i want to be with. im not a believer in NC. if anything its just proved i have really good willpower.
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    24 days. feel closer to calling him today than i ever have before. hate this so much.
  5. lizer
    23 days of NC. cried at random moments throughout the day for the past week. this has been the LONGEST that ive gone without talking to or seeing him since we first met. he dumped me after 3 years in february. he reads my xanga every single day. ive been praying for him and still believe we will be reunited when gods time is right. hardest week thus far.
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