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pepsi71ocean

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  • Birthday 12/29/1988

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  1. I agree, 3 years later and im almost a normal human, no way i would have made it without NC. It has to get harder before it can get easier.
  2. it was a long and hard struggle, something paramount to the birth of a nation out of the ashes of total war. ive spent the better part of 3 years rebuilding my shattered self, to something that is somewhat human. PTSD is now a thing of the past (for the most part) and the crazy habits also stopped. Its been a long road.
  3. Almost 3 years NC, and im starting to wonder if its worth contacting her. Im 90% sure i posted int he old thread, but felt an update was worth the write up.
  4. As much as i want to, and i know i want to text you on the holidays i don't want to. And i'll damm my self if i was to. I say to my self what about your birthday, then i have trouble remembering how old you are, knowing full well that you'll be 21 in April. damm my self, i know i should, but until i can prove im worthy of you, your parents will * * * * * , and you won't see me improve. Bad enough i can't stand the fact your parents call me all those names, i more so want to prove their asses wrong, as hard as that has been.
  5. Im thinking of starting the NC thing, and saw this thread, if i do i'll repost when i start. i figure the last time we contact will be monday. We have had a rocky last few months if you read the thread, and its nothing that she has don( or so i think), well i guess this is a heads up, i'll have a decision by tomorrow afternoon.
  6. For me, its starting at my lips, and she would go down to my stomach slowly, its a mind set, i surmrise, i think that you think she will go all the way. that and there is this sensativer part of my neck that drives me nuts as well.
  7. My g/f goes nuts when i kiss from her face and lips to her boobs, and then around and back up again, it drives her nuts. Also taking my time on her boobs works as well. And as stated before, her neck is a big one.
  8. I do both, it usually depends on whats going on at the time. If im not doing one its usually the other. I think holding ur hands around the back and waist are signs of close intimacy, and comfort with your s/o, while holding hands can be a sign of affection.
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