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1guygirl

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1guygirl last won the day on November 3 2010

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  1. So.... you contact me when im in NC, but you are on PoF all them times when youre being nice and xxx-ing it to me I join PoF, look great, have made so much progress...you see me then whine at me you still have feelings for me, how im acting as if you dont, and i should appreciate that you still have feelings for me, and how you were open to getting back together...but you still send nasty emails tho and are basically unpleasant i see that boy do you still hold onto anger - agree to talk. youre very eager to talk as in the next few mins you ask to meet for coffee.....i agree this was your chance to prove them feelings for me....what do you go do... go back online on PoF... for someone who claims theyre "not active on there" you sure are on it a helluva lot (like i believe that btw lol). and nice intent change too thats why i cancelled on you... ps, im talking to a guy called mark....hes nice....very nice
  2. oh dear, two emails of useless spineless contact. not even a mention of my birthday jus passed what do you want? jeez.... i know you havent changed or grown - so why would i want to engage with a 34yo manboy? ok gotta go...busy...and i got college in abit... you go back to your lil haerem...
  3. today i think of you and i think you a complete and utter d... i wonder why i wasted those months on you...i was trying to break away, even back then, but our mutual friends were saying how much you lovvved me ...oh pls....you dont know what love is...you jus say what you need to say in order to get what you want...a blow job and a shag....thats all it ever was about really wasnt it? well, ive dialed karma taxis for you, they'll be picking you up as soon as theyve dropped off obama....
  4. i jus want you tonight, to look into your deep brown, cute eyes, have you smile at me the way you used to when i teased you, the way i used to make you laugh out loud oh there you are on that pedastal, jeez...you need to get off...i left you for a reason....you hurt me and i dont see you bothered that its over. i have a new quandrum now too...jus what i dont need....be really helpful if you could step in tbh...i guess i know what the outcome will be
  5. so woke up this morning feeling fat, old, ugly. used up. discarded. G, L and T...all three of you combined with your * * * * has brought me to this point today. infact all boyfriends i have had have played a part in who i am today....so damaged beyond repair i simply cannot get involved with someone again. how utterly sad. i have so much love to give within a union with another man, yet it seems i will not find what i want and need here on this earth, in this lifetime. i cannot be undone, no amount of therapy will help, because therapy cannot change what man is. self esteem? yeah i have bits of it, funnily more so when i am single. but you boyfriends of past hammered it in to me i was never ever good enough, someone else was always better, more beautiful, younger, more talented, more dynamic, funnier, more magnetic. i hope you are all with those fabulous women, both in real life and those you idolised on the screen. i hope they are making you happy now. i am dating myself, i am doing all the loving things for myself. my body may be getting older, and show the changes that having children bring, show the lines that have been etched in sorrow and happiness, but it is amazing nonetheless and i am grateful to be healthy. and my body doesnt need to be around men who find fault with it, and i dont need to be around men projecting their insecurities onto me....i have absorbed enough of them for far too long. but i hold the thought of a great, wise, amazing man who did value me, and teach me i am a prize. at least i can say i did meet such a wonderful man, some do not even have that in life. for that i am truly, eternaly grateful
  6. jus one of those days where it feels crap STILL...been doin well and then bam...hoping you email .....daymn.....and i know youre not worth it thats the thing......reading stuff on here about asshats and knowing you act like them... so hurt and disappointed, thats the killer, the disappointment....
  7. so i didnt block you because i had no reason to. i havent stalked your profile and have no desire to. but then your little face kept popping up at the side of my profile "people i may know" ....oh i know you, and in some ways i wish i didnt. i think also you must have seen me pop up in same way...and then you vanished from top of that "see all" list...i guess you removed me too, for your own reasons. anyhoo, its about me now and i reblocked you and deleted EVERY email/fb message/forum private message you ever sent me and i ever sent you...not in anger, fear or any other emotion other than a sincere will to heal and move on from you...youre my past...you chose to stay there. sorry but silly chit chat via email does not even come close to being in my life...i am worth more. am a lil sad, in a disappointed kinda way. but writings on the wall, you just werent that into me. and each day my feelings are fading for you. i jus cant be attracted to a wishy washy selfish man no matter how pretty the gift wrap. im getting there...so dont need you to contact me to soothe your own ego. if only you were willing to grow and work at us, but like i said, you just cant be that into me so have the decency to let me go. all the best WH
  8. oh ex-ex....yes you are a creep...a 45 year old man pandering to a 19 year old attention hor....she went on a reality show and you cannot see how shes just so false? lead by your as per....well, wonder how your disabled GF feels with you panting after anything with a pretty face...i didnt put up with it and glad i am out of it. you are just an old perv and certainly not the sweet gentleman you portray to others. i hope one day peeps wise up to you and your true nature...may the truth be out about you on that site
  9. so, you prob have been looking at my profile....yeah my pic is a good one...i look HAPPY dont i? i look HEALTHY dont i? and i dont look like im sat in a puddle of my own tears cos youre not in my life. and then theres my wall...people sending me positive pictures and quotes, me having a laugh and just being back to me again....how can it be so when just a week ago i said i couldnt be your friend cos i still had feelings that werent right for a platonic friendship. i should be devastated you didnt want me back no...you see when you continuely take me and my love for granted i MOVE ON. 4 months of this crap and ive finally gave up any desire to try again. i know i tried with all my heart, would have been willing to work at me and us...but you wouldnt have changed, and id have been miserable sooner or later. i aint waiting around for you and being the selfish tw*t that you are, you dont like this....cos i might jus attract someone new with all my positive progress and well...bang goes your ego strokes, cos you also know i am faithful, and wouldnt entertain you should i meet someone new. ah well...thats how it goes tim...i just hope you learn one day to tell your lover you love them, without it being about a sign to other guys to keep away, or to tell someone how much they mean to you now and again, instead of playing computer games, and to make love to someone without speaking to them like a prostitute for your own service ("can i come in your mouth??" when i leaned in to give you a cuddle still makes me shake my head to this day) gunna start calling you Pike off Dads Army....stupid boy anyhoo...gotta go...got that life i got back to be getting on with....
  10. today i dont feel like i want you back at all. no bad feelings, just a nice moving on thing...i like feeling like this... i know you think i will "always be there" for you, but im sorry to tell you i wont.
  11. just as i felt like i was moving on, bam you email me. why do you get pissed when i agree with you about getting back together? its like you still want me to grovel that i love you and want you over and over. i cant do that. i laid it on the line, i feel better bout that i really do. you really want to be friends...then you should be relieved im not gunna push for recon anymore. only you know where you want this to go. i know i can go either way. maybe you know i can too and that selfish part of you dont want that. yeah youre not that into me but dont want me to be into someone else?? still, i enjoyed our convo, if only if is to leave things amicably. at least this way you will always wonder.....
  12. deflections, excuses, sorry ones at that....still no spine amongst it all as per... i hope your bd is spent checking your phone to see if i texted...
  13. i really miss you today tim, jus really wanna drop you a line, and everything
  14. so youre clearly in a new online community with all ya new fb friend adds....its good...enjoy them...shows you can put time into all of that but not us. see you didnt mention this oh so important regression on ya wall...something so interesting..why? cos it had me in it? been slagging me off much? and couldnt really turn face to all ya fake buddies who you have prob given an edited version.....oh dear...and to think you aint got one real friend in real life....ive got many.... anyways...when i do reactivate my account i will do so when im good and ready, oh boy will you be shocked to see me now 20lbs lighter and fitter.... but all in good time ey
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