Hi ex,
I have been unable to sleep well. I see you in my dreams every night, I cant remember the dreams, but I remember u being there. Its been only 1 week since we broke up, which isnt much considering we were together for 2 years.
I feel sad for us at times, but I have no regrets about breaking up with you. No matter whether you accept this or not, this relationship wasnt gonna work. You didnt even realize that something was not right, that it was bad enough to break up.
You still blame "other things" for what happened. You deny the fact that we havnt been getting along since the past 9-10 months.
I want to forgive you, but I am reminded of all the times you messed up, all the times you just did what you wanted, you just acted the way you felt was right. Sure, we had good times and we helped each other through tough times. But I cant spend my life with you, scared...about the next tantrum, cold war or silent treatment.
I miss you...but I need to be alone.