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  1. Hi ex, I dont miss you, I miss having someone special. You still dont realize that largely it was your fault. You never owned your actions or took responsibility, I never got a sincere apology from you ever in 2 years. I have been so nice to you after the breakup, I never got mad at you and even listened to your verbal abuse when I told you this was over. When you said you still wanted to be friends and needed someone to talk to when you felt lonely, I talked to you. But yesterday you got mad over something and called me and yelled at me. You were so angry, you regretted ever loving me, you thought you wasted your time with me. I felt like crying, I was angry and I was sad, I was still getting the blame for everything, and you still abuse me when you feel like. I miss us, but I hate you. You didnt let me preserve US as a beautiful memory of the time we spent together, you gave me a memory of you yelling at me and looking at me with all the hatred in the world.
  2. Dear ex, While I still dont regret breaking up with you. I miss you...maybe more than you, I miss US. I miss the feeling of having someone with me, someone with whom I could dream, with whom I could fantasize spendin my life with. But you were and are the wrong person for me. I know all of this, yet I miss you....Today I was thinking, I am over you, I feel better, I can move on with my life. But no, I am still sad, grieving the end...My eyes get misty and I feel like crying. I feel alone, I feel lost. I feel scared if I will ever find someone. I grieve for what could have been...if things were different.
  3. Hi ex, I have been unable to sleep well. I see you in my dreams every night, I cant remember the dreams, but I remember u being there. Its been only 1 week since we broke up, which isnt much considering we were together for 2 years. I feel sad for us at times, but I have no regrets about breaking up with you. No matter whether you accept this or not, this relationship wasnt gonna work. You didnt even realize that something was not right, that it was bad enough to break up. You still blame "other things" for what happened. You deny the fact that we havnt been getting along since the past 9-10 months. I want to forgive you, but I am reminded of all the times you messed up, all the times you just did what you wanted, you just acted the way you felt was right. Sure, we had good times and we helped each other through tough times. But I cant spend my life with you, scared...about the next tantrum, cold war or silent treatment. I miss you...but I need to be alone.
  4. I think u should just go ahead n talk to him I personally would love if some gal came over n talked to me I guess,it just boost our confidence(maybe our male ego too)
  5. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thats just my story,the difference being I am 22 and i am a guy I never had a gf ever in my life. Yes i have tried going out to places,even tried my luck at online dating And Yes i am sick of the fact that my friends keep telling me being single is soo good and ur free,u can have more time to urself,etc,etc But sometimes u need someone,to hold ur hand,to play with ur hair. Someone u can be crazy about,someone who is crazy about u. I think its hard to understand for ppl who havnt been single for so long. Anyways,coming back to the point Miss loverallalone, as far as my opinion goes,i think there are some guys out there who wouldnt mind being chased. I would personally feel great if some girl was crazy about men asked me out Maybe i am not the best guy to give u advice,but its just what i think PS-Dont lose hope,its what keeps me alive
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