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Yeah I live in East Mill Creek which is close to Holliday and SLC. I am just glad I dont live in Happy Valley I would kill myself if I did. My ex was from there and I hated driving there when a BYU game was going on because it was pure Ass. Oh and the Barbie thing why didnt the parents just paint a ring on the finger. THey are so dumb. Parents just like to take all the fun out of life.

Blanket, Framed Pics of you guys, Pillowcase with inside joke on it, Your Favorite book, Hoodie, something he has been dying to get but wont buy for himself.

I was just wondering if anyone else lives in this Hell Hole. I dont hate it completely but I must say it is hard not to turn the corner and see a mormon.

My time is marked to the very minute of everything. The problem is you never know when something is going to come up. I am very organized I have to be. Im a virgo

I kinda have to be mom because this kid has alot of problems and if he dosent have someone watching out for him he will get himself into trouble. He is failing school until I kicked him in to gear and He has diabetes so that factors in to because I need to make sure he is taking his shots.

Do you ever feel like you have to much on your plate and you just cant handle it. Right now I have way to much going on that I am so depressed I dont even know where to help myself. First of all my Parents are getting divorced I moved out to make things easier on me. Well I moved in with my violin teacher and her husband now has Cancer so I am being mom to there 13 year old son. I just bearly got a new job being a Checker. Plus my sister is pregnant. She is high risk so I am always look after her. Plus I am going full time in college. I know there is way more to it but I cant think. I havent slept in days because I am always doing homework or working or taking care of someone but myself. I know I should just take time for myself but I cant. Im not a selfish person and I know everyone needs me. Sad part is I feel so alone. I know they love me but its not the kind of love that a BF or companion can give you. Every night I get into my bed and I cry until my alarm goes off. Whats wrong with me. Why cant I just find peace and be happy. I am so sick of this state of being. If anyone knows of some good techniques to destress your life without it taking alot of time I would love to know. I just dont have time for Yoga anymore and it makes me cry.

I would like it more in depth. The parts of my body that are being hurt is everything he beats my whole body my head my legs my back my chest my stomach. I mean everything. everything is bleeding. I can see but blood is dripping down so when I try to see blood drips down. I am still having this dream and it really scares me. I guess my uncounsous mind really wants me to die

For the last 3 nights I have been having the same dream. If anyone knows what it means I would really like to know. Thanks in advance! I am in my parents home practicing my violin and my mom has a chopstick and everytime I mess up she hits that part of my body that I messed up on. Oh I am playing 18th variation. Then I am sitting on the table putting my violing away and I hear yelling in the other room. I look in the other room and I see Blood all over the wall and pain starts to go through my whole body. I notice i am bleeding everywhere and the Man the mother is having an affair with is Beating me with a Stick that has spikes in it. He beats me until I die.......all I am thinking is while I am being beat is why the people on the other side of the room wont help me. I can hear them talking and laughing but no one would help me. I judst kept saying to myself I am all alone. I am all alone. I woke up when I died. When I wake up I am in a lot of pain and I am crying

You are average. So dont worry as long as you know how to use it thats all the matters.

I am so scared. I am afraid to talk to speak to even make a sound. Pain is rushing through my body bruses everywhere. I dont know where some of them came from. Why was the kid watching me while I was sleeping. All day his eyes were on me. Didnt they notice that there son couldnt stop looking at me. I am afraid to make friends because I always seem to make the wrong ones. They use me. They use my kindness to get what they want. They could careless about my feelings. All they care about is themselfs. Dont they realize if they leave I will be more depressed.That they will just bring more pain to me. Why do I think of others before myself. I care more about other people then I do myself. I think being Selfish is a curse because in the long run you will end up alone....I guess I was wrong careing for others leaves you to be all alone. Im scared, in tears and ALONE!!!!

I think its cute if its the first kiss. after that you have permission to kiss her when ever you want. Just make sure after you ask her you kiss her not wait a while to do it. Then it makes you look way to shy and scared.

Keep trying your hardest and then you can never say you didnt try. Try to talk to her every chance you get even if its just how are you? if something is wrong how can I help things Like that. and if all fails tell her a story about yourself or ask her a question about herself I know how you feel. I think I am bound to roam this earth alone.

Just make sure she knows you would do the same for her. Let her know you would do anything for her too. Tell her how lucky you are to have a friend like her. even if you just write her a card or and e-mail letting her know how you feel. Just never turn your back on her and you will be friends forever

Write him a list of 101 reasons why you love him. I did this for my ex and he still do this day talks about it. He couldnt believe that I could come up with 101 then a month later I have him alonther 101 reasons. Its just a thought things like. The way you smile, How much you love to play football. They way you make me feel when you walk in a room. Things like that

No, Dancing with another person is not cheating unless they start making out on the dance floor then it is cheating