Eiwob

I hear your pain buddy. At your age, I had noone. And then a few weeks later I wound up in a beautiful and loving relationship. Well, it wasn't that easy. At first this guy and I "hated" each other because we always disagreed on everything. In fact we went from new friends to arguing in about 2 months. I wanted to get with him, and he said that he had been attracted to me, but because I was so unconfident and doubtful about myself, he wasn't interested. So I became confident. I threw all caution to the wind and just tried to be happy in who I was. Confidence = happiness in who you are, or at least for me it was. Then you wouldn't believe what interesting sorts of things started to happen... everything started to get better. In fact getting more confident made needing a boyfriend, like you appear to want, far from my mind. I didn't really need one at all. But before I knew it, I had one anyway I was in love. And my life has changed for the better ever since. But I also want to say that ONCE you've got a partner it's not all clear sailing from then on. It's a lot of hard work. As discussed in my current thread, you may be bogged down by attractions to other people! Which is not fun. So PLEASE don't expect the love of your life to truly be the be all and end all of things. If only THAT makes you happy, then you'll never be happy.