dietrying

^ Me too. With the first guy I kissed, any form of physical contact with him would turn me on. That's because I really felt that I loved him. Second guy...we made out and I felt nothing at all...weird and boring.

Most often: "player" types or only interested in sex or really clingy stalker types.

I enjoyed reading this beautiful poem, thanks for sharing it. Very touching.

I like plentyoffish as someone mentioned above...matchdoctor is ok too.

I had a dream about one of my best guy friends last night. No, it wasn't like that. In my dream I was in love with him. I do love him as a friend, and I have a bit of a crush on him, but I was feeling so much more for him when I saw him in my dream. Then in the dream I found out that he a child with one of his friends, and another child with another one of his friends. I was absolutely crushed by this, since in real life I already get insanely jealous of his female friends anyway. I woke up at 5 AM absolutely terrified, feeling like I had a broken heart (had a real one once and the feelings felt the same). I finally fell back to sleep and woke up 5 hours later feeling normal. So what does the dream mean? Am I falling for him? Is it a sign that I should be careful? And why am I so jealous of his female friends?