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  1. LOL I know right.. the original poster may have their degree by now..
  2. I've been talking to this guy on the internet for awhile and we met up a couple of times. He's really a nice guy from what I know.At first I had liked him but now I just like him as a friend. I just realized that all he seems consumed about is sex.He does it with me all of the time. Like he's always trying to get me to come over his place or what not. He never hangs out with anybody unless it's to hook up for sex. He's never pressured me to have sex but he warns me not to hang out with him or he'd probably try to hit on me or seduce me. Lately he's opened up to me about having various affairs with different people.. Men and women! Yes he admitted that he's bisexual. He goes on sex sites to hook up with different men and women for one night stands.He even says that he uses escorts and cruise the streets for hookers at night which sickens me to an extent. I'm thinking he's a sex addict but it doesn't seem to interfere in his social life or work. He uses people to get sex and I'm thinking it might be better for me to leave him alone but I'm a little worried about him. I think he genuinely cares about me but I'm worried about his health. He says he's used condoms with every encounter he's been in. When he doesn't get sex, he gets very depressed and he gets a little verbal abusive with me. He stops himself and tells me that it would be better for me to call him when he feels better. Like I said he seems like a nice person but he lives this double life, no one knows what he does in the dark but me and like I said, it doesn't interfere in his work or life. It just seems like he has a problem and I'm worried..
  3. Even though I knew this guy was a jerk. I still wanted company from somebody, even if that person had no respect for me, which is sad I know. Even when he treated me like crap, I still had someone by my side. Now it's nothing but emptiness.I couldn't stop calling him because I wanted someone to talk to, I wanted to escape the loneliness I was feeling. Now I feel even worse that he changed his number on me. I know calling him too much was overboard, but I couldn't help myself, thoughts kept racing in my head about him deserting me and my nightmare came true. I've been teased and ridiculed and I've been told how to act by friends,family and people since I was small.Most people don't like me because they think I'm either dumb or weird. I've heard that all of my life and so I just give up in finding friends. No one ever seems to be interested in me. I don't have much of a social life and I don't even bother making any new friends because it's just going to be the same story all over again. Now that I'm alone, there's just nothing to be happy about really. I really have no self-esteem, I don't feel attractive or smart. I really hate myself. If so many people dislike me and tret me badly, maybe there's something wrong with me then?I literally lost it last night as I was drinking out of a glass cup and I smashed it against the wall and I broke down crying. I'm so depressed right now that I'm literally sick to my stomach.
  4. I can't stop crying, I think I am seriously headed for a nervous breakdown. When I posted about this jerk two times, I didn't want to listen to everyone here, and I should have left him alone from there.For the past week, when I call him he never picked up, his voicemail would come on. It drove me literally insane to the point where I couldn't stop calling excessively. I wasn't in love with this guy, I say more obsessed than anything. He was the only person that called me and he had such a charming way about him that I liked.We were never together.He's the type of dude to mess around with different females.Why I like him so much I don't understand. He was actually the first person in a long time to at least ACT like he cared about me. It meant so much!He would listen and he would laugh at my jokes, it made me feel so loved and appreciated. Everyone else seems to be in their own little world. I'm too weird or not attractive enough for anyone's attention. Then he acted like a jerk later down the line, when I call him from a different number, He always pick up but when he see's mines! He doesn't pick up. So I called him a couple of nights ago on my mother's cell phone. He doesn't recognise the number, he picked up and once he realised it was me, he quickly hung up the phone in my face. So today I call and I realised that he changed his number. I literally fell to the floor in tears! I'm officially alone again and it hurts so bad. No one ever cares about me, no one can fulfull my happiness. I really don't know what to do with myself right now seriously. I'm here in the house and it's driving me crazy! All I hear is silence. I can't make friends easily because it seems no one ever likes me or I become weird! I don't have alot of friends, I say maybe 3 good friends and most of the time, they can't talk to me because they're busy with their own lives. I'm so seriously lost and confused, I don't know if I'll ever get through this!
  5. I'm so in the process of leaving this jerk. He's strung me along and emotionally abused me and last night was the breaking point. Just read my previous posts to figure out who I'm dealing with. We've never established a relationship but he lead me on to think he actually cared for me when all he wanted was sex. He goes around and sleep with different women and that is so distasteful to me. Then he doesn't respect me at all, he'll not answer his phone when I call alot and then he'll turn around and call me when he feel it's convenient for him. Last night I called him and he was in bed with another female laughing and flirting it up.Slow sensual music was playing in the background. It made me feel so horrible until the point it made me sick. He then replied with a "what do you want type of response!" He said he'll call me back, he's banging a at the moment as he put it. That hurted so bad that I couldn't sleep at all last night! In the beginning, he made me feel special and I thought for sure he was such a good guy but turned into a complete later on. Last night did it for me and I'm starting over with my life. I should focus on me and not a guy for my happiness. I'm just so lonely and he made me not feel so alone and depressed. Now that I will be officially alone again, I feel miserable. Like I said, it's hard to find friends and people that generally cared about me. All he did was make me feel completely worse, I'm even in a more worse position than I was in the beginning before I met him. None of my friends hardly ever call me, which lead to very lonely and depressing nights. Maybe I'll get me a book or something but how do you move on and get over someone you cared about? Even if they treated you like crap??
  6. Well I did a little trick with him. I told him a day ago that I had gotten a boyfriend and I was 100% committed to him. He seemed unphased by it & he continued to have a normal conversation by the end of the night. Ever since then, I have not gotten a phone call from him & when I call him, his voicemail picks up. I'm a little sad but I guess it's for the better. I wish I never met the stupid guy..
  7. I understand he's not worthly of me or my time but it's so hard to let him go I don't understand why. I don't think it's even the fact that I like him anymore.I seriously got turned off a LONG time ago. I just want a friend & all of my other friends never seem to call & want to chat with me as much as he does, even if he called for the wrong reasons. If I do leave him, I'll have no one to talk to again & I'll be miserable. I'm basically using him as much as he's using me I guess you can say..
  8. Hello I'm new . I'm very concerned for my well being because I think I would put a boy over myself first and I'm just so attached to this guy it is crazy. For the past six months I've been talking to this guy that started out on the internet for the first month. We met twice, the first time everything seemed to go alright but he was acting a little funny, like he really wasn't into hanging out. At the time I had a bad acne breakout and I was very self-conscious. After the first time we met, his phone calls stopped and he was sorta rude to me which I didn't like. He even brought up my acne one night and he told me that I needed to do something with my face which hurted me badly. We never established a relationship or anything, we're friends. He later called me and apologised for his behavior as he said he was going through a rough period at the time and took his frustrations out on me. I forgave him. We talk on the phone alot and he revealed alot about himself. Months ago he said that he's more of the type of guy that likes one night stands and likes to go to clubs with his friends to pick up girls. I was turned off by it to the fullest.But later down the line I somehow developed feelings for him (Don't ask why). He seems like he's the only person in my life right now so I guess I'm a little vunerable. As my feelings for him began, I get jealous everytime he mentions that he's been with some cheap female he's slept with. It heats me up but I have no right to be angry at him because we're just friends & that's just the way he is, at least he's honest with me. Recently he started calling more & we met up for a second time. We went out to eat & things went well, the acne was cleared.After that, he called a whole lot more & he was even sending me text messages saying how was my day.He'd call me at night & we'll stay on the phone together, we'll fall asleep on the phone & if I tell him to get off. He'll be like no, you're not going anywhere I want to be here with you. Keep in mind, I never forgot about how he said his character is like & I'm thinking he just wants to have sex with me because he thinks I'm hot now that my acne cleared. I asked him if he still fools around & he was like he's focusing on his singing career & that he's trying to outgrow that. He talked to me about being in the studio 24/7 just writing & singing, he has no time for relationships. I was like well that's cool. I really would like to be friends with him but now just recently he's sorta pressuring sex on me which I KNEW would happen!He just seems to call me all the time talking about when are we going to meet up to have sex. I told him constantly that I'm not into sex hook-ups & he was like, I'm not foolin around, I just want a special lady to have a little fun with. I haven't told him no. I've been stringing him on for weeks. He calls asking me when are my days off so we can meet up & I constantly come up with an excuse.Then he'll call me at night & we'll have a casual conversation. I really like him as a friend now & I still have feelings for him which confuses me. I don't want to let him go because he's cool to talk to. He just can't seem to get sex off of his mind, especially with me now. He just seems like he's just overly horny, which explains his constant going out to have sex, well he CLAIMS now he doesn't do it. I told him recently if it's sex that you want, maybe we should end our friendship if you can't respect my wishes. He basically got upset & told me please don't leave him. He was like I really want to be friends with you. The next day he talks about having sex with me again. I really can't let him go because I'll be alone again, it's a messy situation so I'm confused..
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