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  1. life has brought so many tears my way the one i trusted made me smile yet left so many scars the things i used to admire about life threw me a curve ball the things i could claim were mine were never mine to begin with ...the smile on my face which was set by you was fake yet i still have the crazy idea t osmile again and find my soul to show the world how i can keep going. i see you in the halls yet i am fighting for a cause and your still the same guy you used to be. nothing changes, nothing remains the same yet tears do come to my eyes only because i finally got up and left this is my heart, this is my soul...i will find peace again only because life has brought me so much to think about. you think u have won , but you have just made me stronger ...the craze i feel , the heartbeat that beats faster ...the motivattion to get up and do well with my life is only because u brought me to my lowest and now is the time to get up for me...the craze to be so scuessful thas the only thing that i have control over....thas theonly thing that makes me happy i will keep going...i havent lost anything....i have gained nothing but experience and the love for myself....and the ability to never stop believing in myself
  2. All those nights where i slept alone weeping in one corner All those days where i didnt go to school All those mornings where I couldnt get up from bed thinking about all the shame u put me through...all those moments where u left me with so many marks that nobody could see but myself. Remember those moments when you said all those mean things to me, they stung at me like a bee...all those days where I felt lonely and couldnt utter a word to anyone because you had isolated me...all those pointless conversations yet never meaning anything in the end...every moment , every day...i cried alone, died alone...each breath I took felt like a life time pass by...now you are with your new girlfriend showing her off to the world thinking you are winning....that smile on your face, those sneaky looks you and your group give me as I pass by...you have no idea ...no idea how much u will never hurt me, how happy I am without you...u have no clue how free I feel, none of you will ever destroy what took me years to build...none of you will ever even touch my spot again....you can break my heart over n over again but you will never break my spirit AGAIN! Since I owe it to all my tears I owe it to my family I owe it to my friends who helped me survive I owe it to my body which suffered every night I owe it to my soul which suffocated every minute I owe it to that smile I lost somewhere after I was with you I owe it to everything that I had in my life before I ever met you! Because it just wouldnt be fair , it wouldnt be just for me to let you ruin my life over n over again...it wouldnt work if I kept letting you hurt me and control my life over n over again...the dreams we had together never existed, all those happy moments between us died a long time ago...it never existed...you are just an illusion and i am finally breaking the SILENCE!
  3. a relationship is like a family ....when one is down u do anything to cheer them up...a relationship is like god the one who lissens to ur cries even in silence..a relationship is like the sunshine which awaits you with open arms...a relationship is strength which can conquer all , a relationship is the support which gives us the energy to move forward, the relationship is a foundation which provides us with the empathy and a relationship fulfills that empty spot somewhere within us with so much love.
  4. During school it depends when I eat...sometimes i eat really early, somedays nothing at all till the night. It varies from time to time.
  5. hey, yeah i lose that amount of hair everyday but htis is like chunks coming out ....i have nevr had that happen to me before so I was freaking out ...
  6. Hi, Thank you for the information. The websites will be of great help because I am only 20!!! I am freaking out because I have curly, thick hair and now it seems like its thinning down....kinda scary when ur just starting ur life lol...
  7. Yeah, if it doesnt stop I will get some tests done. I heard it might be due to some vitamins missing in my system as well...however, i wont know anything till I get myself tested.
  8. Hi , the weather is cold but it might be due to poor diet....maybe...
  9. Thank you for the reply. I am in univrsity so the whole stress of grad school has come...plus i never get any time off anymore...its one after the other...nuting ever slows down or stops
  10. Hi , thank you for your reply. I dont iron my hair at all. I do have curly hair which I sometimes have to vigoriously brush out because of all the tangles. I have been stressed out for the past month but before this I have been stressed out as well and this has never happened. thereforeeee I am not really sure what it is. I did have my hair highlighted but then again I had them highligted before too. THis is the first time I am getting chunks of hair come out. While braiding my hair I noticed that my braid was thin too...
  11. Hi Guys, I have been really stressed out this past month and myhair is falling out. It has never happened before. Everytime I shower, comb my hair or just anything hair falls....whats wrong? Any Advice??!! Hazeleyed
  12. Hi , has anyone taken a course with athabasca that can provide me with some urgent information? Please message me or post here!!! Thank you Hazeleyed
  13. Thanks for you reply. Maybe I am depressed, life doesnt slow down for anyone. I really need to get back on my toes and I am trying. I am not sure how I feel anymore because I have shut down even to myself. The emotions I feel are starting to bottle up and I am losing myself again. I am a person who likes keeping in touch with myself and I think somewhere along the lines I lost that. its okay...everyone has their weak days....maybe today is my day.
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