3Tears
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3Tears replied to Nynnja's topic in Healing After Break Up or Divorce
So unfair... -
Day 27 Getting everything done for tomorrow... I feel so emotionally drained, I hate this.
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Day 26 Chill sunday, rest day too and tomorrow is another rest day, I want to be 100% in energy for tuesday to kill my workout. I went out today to get some fresh air, I stumbled accross my ex mother in law... I didn't know what the hell to do lmao I just smiled and waved at her and she did the same... I really can't believe my ex hasn't contacted me, not even breadcrumbs... thats crazy, after how close we were. Its about to be a month soon without ANY type of contact, no texts, calls, emails, no snooping, no nothing... I never thought I could make it this far and I never thought she could be this cold. I'm starting to think if I want to even contact her when I pass the month mark, I really don't know...
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Day 25 Its not getting any easier, shes like a goddamn drug, I can't stop thinking about her or what shes doing, the thoughts of her with another guy have left the building, I no longer care for that... I just miss her. I keep breaking down late at night usually around the time we used to talk, everyday without a miss... we would even fall asleep on the phone, ugh I gotta push through this! Today I trained legs, gruesome workout I HATE working them but its a must I love training haha Uni starts tuesday... last time I was there I got a bit emotional, I need to be strong for when I start...
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Day 24 I've been talking to this one girl for a few days now and she seems pretty interesting, she confirmed to me today that she would like to go on a date with me... I still don't know how to feel about it, but I can't wait forever, I'll see how I feel about it in a few more days and decide from there, I'd like to take her out somewhere and see what happens
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3Tears replied to Nynnja's topic in Healing After Break Up or Divorce
Remember when you told me that your life would feel so empty without me in it... I know what you meant by that now... -
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3Tears replied to Nynnja's topic in Healing After Break Up or Divorce
I still miss you... -
She hasn't contacted me either, so theres no point of me contacting her anyway, shes fine with us not talking, something that I wouldn't have thought of her in a million years.
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Day 23 Training, training and more training lol, today was a pretty chill day. I feel so much better than yesterday, it was the lowest I've been in a while! Still hating the roller coaster, Christ!
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Thanks, I'm rooting for ya too, we're all gonna make it.
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Day 22 I felt emotionally drained after today, constant thoughts of her, everything seemed like I could relate her to, it was nuts. I did go and paid my tuition for my next uni semester which starts next week, I hate how I have to pass by her dorm to be able to get to the university, I always look and I hate it, I don't want to, I want to move on and heal. Then I went to the appointment. I think I need to make new friends, the friends I have are really starting to disappoint me and thats the least thing I need right now. Lets see what tomorrow brings. Last time I went NC I reached this time (22 days NC) and I ended contacting her, not this time though.
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3Tears replied to Nynnja's topic in Healing After Break Up or Divorce
I can't believe I let you have this much power over me, I can't believe I let you in so close to me, why did you get so close just to leave me?! -
Day 21 Just one more day till I hit the longest streak I went NC last time before I broke it... not like it matters. I have noticed that I still have anxiety and I hate being idle around the house it makes me think about her badly and it drives me insane. I trained today but that was about it, nothing else to do. I'm going tomorrow to uni to pay the tuition, then off to my doctor's appointment. The semester is starting next week, kinda excited for that since I'll be able to start hitting the gym and not just workout at home (hate not being to lift HEAVY!) Ugh... I hate loving someone that doesn't care about me, I wish I could just turn off my feelings for her like a switch, just like she did.
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Day 20 Started missing her today, out of nowhere, it just hit me like a brick wall, but I tried my best to shake it off and went out to get my mind off her... What in the world... how could another human being have such effect on another like this, I sometimes just start laughing out of nowhere just thinking to myself "relationships/love are for crazy people" "How could anyone get so close to someone then just break it off like this and move on to the next" ITS CRAZY! lol
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3Tears replied to Nynnja's topic in Healing After Break Up or Divorce
I want to get off this damn roller coaster, its been way better than before but I still have these moments where I miss you like crazy, I just MISS you... alot.