I know you will be happy again. It has been almost three months and he says he still wants to be friends but he is a jerk to me everytime we see each other. So now im just like whatever. if he wants to be with me he'll realize it and I cant take him back because now that i have lived without him for a while i am finally able to not think about him every second and i am so much happier than i was when we were together because i dont have to worry about doing something and what he will think about it. I dont have to sit at home everyday waiting for him to come over. I still think about us and it makes me sad but at least i can not be sad all the time and i am sad less because there is no one there to make me feel totally lost if he is upset with me. I dont need him to be happy with me to be happy with myself anymore. Trust me it gets so much better. I love life so much more I have so many wondeful experiences from him and I have learned from so many bad ones. Im older and wiser and much happier. It will take time but you'll get there. It took me three months but i have come so far.