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  1. GOOD BYE you were here but now your gone you made me love you but i had to be strong because you loved her, and i knew my love for you was wrong now your leaving back to your home, the way i felt about you youll never know now im happy in love with someone new now your spreading silly rumors about me and you.. for i dont know why?? but all i want to do is say GOOD BYE
  2. i was so surprized thet he didnt say anything out of line about me and him and i was talkin to my sister about it and then she told me thet she and her man was at his house and he was all braging thet i called him and my sis was all yea right and he was like bet ill prove it showing her the caller id....i dont know what he thinks did he think i called him to try to start something i have no idea what to think about the whole situation ....my feelings for him were so strong but im not willing to let that have any affect on the way i feel about my man now...im so in love with him i dont want any of those feelings to come back for howie and ruin mine and derricks happiness!!!!! but i know if they did and i would be willing to give up my man and try it with howie thet he plays way to many games and i dont want to hurt someone and end up getting hurt too....do i make any sense??? has any one ever felt like this before????????i love derrick i still have some feelings for howie ....how do i make them go away!?!?!?!?! thanx for any help
  3. ok it all started around october 2003 when me my sis and my aunt met these two guys.... we were all friends at first then my sis started goin out with one of them and me and my aunt were stuck likeing the same other one !! well i backed off but he liked me not her but im not thet kind of person..but everyone cold tell thet we liked each other then..my aunt started to get all mad at me and him for no reason cause we NEVER did anything still to this day never have ... he always said i was to young and he had a girlfriend and we were just homies...i was fine with his choice ..i had to respect thet right?? well now (nov. 2004) i found a really good boyfriend and then he tells me thet he wants to go out with me.. then the last couple times i seen him he wouldnt even talk to me bearly looked at me... so i started to think he hated me...so i felt thet was f***ed up cause i never acted like that to him!! then the other day i found out from his cousin (my sis man) the he was moving to cali so i called him today to say byeand he told me thet he wasnt leavin till like the 30 and he was like we should kick it ...and what it takes me leavin for you to call made me feel terrible ........but now im happy with my man i love him and i just dont want him to think if i go kick it thet that is gonna change...i dont want him to get false hope thet we are gonna be togetheri wrote a poem for him before i met my man but i never gave it to him......................... Flame a flam has caught but now is dying out the flam was bright but is now a fading sight i waited for you to make a move ,but i waited to long cause soon there will be no flame left for you hurry..hurry.. come and see,what my flam has in store for thee.. hurry.. hurry.. come save the thought of you and me Lacie T. Marie Archibeque thanx for any advice!!!!please leave any
  4. one way to start talking to her ris to bring up where you met her at ask if she likes the place or if she dont ask her y not ask questions and tell her your answers to all the questons you ask her
  5. the only problem is thet i dont want to pick i want to loose all feeling for both of them i dont want to want to want them we are just friends and i know how they both are niether of them would make me happy i just want the feeling to go away
  6. its more of hidden feeling thet i cant seem to get rid of
  7. theres these 2 guys i have really strong feelings for, no im not involved with either of them but i want to be so bad but my problem is thet i dont want to want them how can i make theese feelings go away????? please any one help thanx inanna
  8. im just so confused , becuase they did more than just kiss . yes hes in her past and i hope shes in his. the reason why everything seems so much harder and more confusing is because his birthday is coming up and so is the day i first met him and we have so many memories with him and i miss him , i lost contact with him should i try to reach him??? i know how but not sure if i should just try harder to just let go . i know i should take the risk but im so scared thet if i find him he will just ask for her that would just tear me apart . thanx for everything and i hope you will please help me thanx again inanna
  9. hello every one who is willing to read this!! where do i start? ok 3 years ago i met this guy named joe , one of my sisters crushes/( make out buddy)well me and him began to be close friends and than one dayabout a year ago he told me thet he was moving to california , thats the night thet i realized thet i was in love with him , it came to my head before i never let myself think about it for to long at one time ( he was my sisters , right) well that night i thought the tears would never end , i was never gonna see him again . i didnt know what to do, i began to be very sad and didnt really talk to anyone anymore and i had to get this pain ezpressed some how so i began to write a journal (big mistake i know now) well a few months ago i found out ny sister read it . she knew everything , everythin thet she was never supossed to know. by this time i was over him ( or so i thought)a few months after she found out , guess who moved back to town?? yes he moved back and all those feeling came back with him.i try so hard to but them behind me and let go , but every thing reminds me of him. and i miss him soooo much.....than i ran into him at the store i was with my 4 sisters and mom and he was with his mom so we didnt get to talk , but i swear to god i thought i was gonna pass out , i could bearly keep my legs straight , my hands were sweating and shaking ,my head raced with all these thoughts and my heart started going faster and faster than i felt like i couldnt breath, i never thought i would ever say this or it would ever happen to me but he made me go weak in the knees...how do i let him go for good??? i keep telling myself if i could just have one more hug , i would be so happy than i tell myself just let go youll never have him and it just hurts so bad to know im so in love with him and he doesnt even know it...sometimes i find my self just staring off into space daydreaming about how it would have been if i would have betrayed my sister and found happiness for my self, cause now she happy with her new boyfriend and im still alone please help me any comment will be greatly thankful for thanx inanna
  10. i really like the movie (i have to admit i cried through th whole movie) its not meant for eveyone to think jews are bad people its meant for those who dont know thet Jesus died and rose again to pay for all our sins , he didnt have to he did it cause he loves us. i thought the whole movie was wounderful . i just wish thet they would have shown him rise at the end( for Easter)
  11. ok me my sister, her boyfriend and his cousin all used to hang out and we were cool we were all friends at first than my sister and her boyfriend started goin out and me and his cousin used to kick it we would just talk while they would kiss and what ever they would do but than i started likeing him , i mean i was always attacted to him but than i REALLY stared to like him a lot , but i never said anything sause we always agreed thet we were just "homies" and i was fine leaving it at that but than someone thet we both knew found out and told him and now he acts like we were never friends and never will be you know??and i mean im still fine at leaving it at "just friends" , but than he always used to flirt and stuff before and after he knew. but i know flirting is a naturl thing and sometimes you cant help it but the stuff he says is on purpose , and he just confuses me so bad everytme i see him i want to just kiss him but keep it all inside so it dont get in his way, cause you see he has a girlfriend but they break up every week and get back togther the next weekand he flirts more when they are broke up , but if anything ever did happen i dont want toset myself up for a heart break you know??? i have no idea on what to do and now everything is just confusing .......thank you for all your help
  12. hey i need help bad!! i hope some one has some good advice for me ok heres how it all started i was drinking the other night and so were a couple of other people ok there were 5 of us and 4 of us were drunk it was me, marion, my sister linda,howie ,and markus . all of us were drunk besideds howie , marion slipped and said something she wasnt supossed to to me( ok , i keep this journal and what she said , i knew she read it or some one told her what it said) and than i asked her who told her and she told me linda , ok what it said was thet i was in love with this guy named joe , ok your thinking theres nothing wrong wwith that but he was kinda like lindas b/f but not they were friends for 5 years and we were friends for 4 linda knew him first ( yes i know i shoulnt have wrote any thing down thet i didnt want any one to know about , but hey i trusted her) and the reasoon why i didnt tell linda was thet she liked him alot and i didnt want to mess things up for so i kept all this in i didnt even tell joe because linda liked him frist and thats out of the rules i was just tring to be a good sister you know and well she knows now and i dont ever think i could trust her again ............... i dont know what to say to her ... i feel so embarrest in front of her ....i feel so stupid now i dont even knows ...i have no idea who she told....ii mean all this time they knew and i had no idea thet they knew . i mean its not only the fact thet she read it but how am i supossed to look at her how am i supossed to trust her how am i supossed to know what else they know. i loved him so much and i pushed my feellings aside because i loved her more shes my sister i didnt want to hurt her.she was my best friend...i mean i was in love with him for 3 and a half years ,and the whole time i listened to her tell me how muched she liked him and when they fooled around and i watched them kiss and i heard everyoone say how thats who they wanna see her marry and how cute they looked together ,and not only them but i listened to him tell hoow he thinks shes so hot and thet he likes her and all the rest of the things best friends tell each other we were best friends to it hurt so bad to see them together but it mad me happy to know she was happy...i dont know what ti do ...please help me
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  14. i fee the same way sometimes you just want to get it done in over with but than one of my friends did get preg. she was 15, now im 15 and i could not imagin having a baby im not even old enough to get a job niether r u so think of all the risks, my sister and all of my friends have had sex and yes i know what you went through cause im still goin through it any time that subjuct comes around they put in my face but i found a way to deal with it, so if you do have sex use a condom please dont go through what my friend had to and still has to, if you need to talk or anything you canpm me any time!
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