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blueangel last won the day on April 28 2007

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  1. I've been reading your posts. You are so incredible lol. Hope I dont sound weird now, but I really like your expressiveness. There's something about it, that's for sure! Great poem.
  2. Are you serious? I wish I could have seen it... lol. Something that resonates with you, maybe you've related at one point in your life? Loss of love is loss. I am grieving
  3. Ive never been in this spot before Where I am the weak one Unable to let you go Even after all this time I want you back I look back the years I cursed others' love For making me complete them Who tried to be mine But now I am yours And cant be Im refused each time You dont lean on me Like I want you to I need that goodnight whisper You are my moonlight Even now, though we do not speak As well You are my angel, singing me softly to sleep With that deep impactful voice That I only know to be your own It calls me home Oh God I love you Dont you know? Come home Why dont you dear On this brillliant road From all the years You have lead me So long and Im tired Let's rest And sing a lullaby of fire I knew myself before I knew you I knew myself before I knew you But now I dont know myself at all
  4. Lol HI SIRAF! I was quite strange two years ago!! haha not much has changed
  5. Aye, but it was just a dream This world going "boom" The darkness settled in As night time begins And to a dream he was led And split in two The girl couldnt make him see What she felt, the things she needs It's not in him She spends day giving him her attention Pushing him away And so it remains The freedom she longs for Stuck in that world His world He holds the key
  6. The sun sets The world spins Their hearts fall in and out again It's the way of things She touched his hand Got his heart instead Unforunate for him Her eyes were distracted By blinking stars and distant lights She tried to act into him too The sun sets The world spins Their hearts fall in and out again Her heart fell in and out again
  7. Your friendship was all I wanted To be close To be heard But you threw everything I had away It was my fault It was all my fault- I let you down I could not let go the ignorance and jealousy in me Childishness indeed I stare at your photos now at the person I knew since a child Whom is anything but these days Always with a smile upon her face Though my heart aches I wish the best for you I hope you wish The best for me too Good luck with him He's the only one you'll love That and new friends The door closes on me To your heart Here it ends Brown hair beauty Hazel eyes Found her way alone achieved responsibilites through strife Angelic face, always tried so hard Never let them see her weak At least not as she grew up I will miss what she meant to me The fun days we had, just connecting My closest friend, I hurt you the most Her parents and sister hurt her for show But now they are all her best friends She truly is a beauty I never believed it would end It hurts to lose you This time we won't make up Dont ever think I used you I just knew nothing else to do But show my emotions, raw and all I'm sorry you didnt understand me I'm sorry I blamed you for this Even now, I wish you did and accepted me dearly As I always have of you and will miss sincerly
  8. LOL this thread was from a long time a go. Omar and I know each other, and recently he was logged in at my house so I wrote that above "I love blueangel" hehe but he's doing better now everyone. And please resist name calling sheesh!!
  9. it's good enough for me
  10. Sunrise over the hill The day takes its slow time To mount to me its richness To bring to me its light Sometimes I still stay waiting In the moonlight, the light of pain From what suffering can be seen But not the light of day The trees do speak of a soft sadness They are the reaching stillness, like my madness In me, struggling for what's free The sunlight which watches over me Its in human touch, warmth and want The type of love that knows fault not Instead of The type of haunting in the soul That governs your body, makes you feel old It's the pain that makes me cry But it also keeps me reminded of the depth of life Sunrise bring your might Help my tired eyes to open To the hearts around me I am done choking on my own blood My own disastors To my dreams. The falling leaves chant to me As I stand here alone Instead of sun, rain comes And I am still alone.
  11. This is advice I actually try to give myself: if you can open up to one person, or to just being with them without expectation or need of them to make you happy, that itself is all you will need to find this key. It starts with you. That is a scary realization, but it is also the truth.
  12. Realize that true happiness lies within you. Waste no time and effort searching for peace and contentment and joy in the world outside. Remember that there is no happiness in having or in getting, but only in giving. Reach out. Share. Smile. Hug. Happiness is a perfume you cannot pour on others without getting a few drops on yourself. Og Mandino It is better to light one small candle than to curse the darkness. Confucius Surrender yourself humbly; then you can be trusted to care for all things. Love the world as your own self; then you can truly care for all things. Lao Tsu I place a high moral value on the way people behave. I find it repellent to have a lot, and to behave with anything other than courtesy in the old sense of the word -- politeness of the heart, a gentleness of the spirit. Emma Thompson H e best keeps from anger who remembers that God is always looking upon him. Plato
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