I have come such a long way since I had to walk away from you. I still don't know what really was going through your head that caused you to push you away from me late last year.
Healing from this has been such a long windy journey, I'm still left speechless. I've spent the past several months working on myself, becoming a better man, and appreciating all the amazing people, animals and things I have in my life. I've reached a point where I'm content being on my own and no longer overwhelmed by the debilitating heartbreak.
Despite all this, I still do think about you. A lot. A tonne. I still sometimes wish I had you back in my life, but that's just a fairy tale for now. It will never work out between us.
At this point I will continue to live my life and perhaps someone amazing will come into my life.