Strictly4MyGrind

umm i think he probably just "tucked" it away. so that it was not sticking out if you know what i mean.

Ill take your word for it then that its going to get better. I guess ill learn from this experience. i hope something good comes out of this bad. thankyou all for your replies. dont know what id do without ENA and its members!

I think ill just take 1 day at a time for now. i hope it works. i hope that light from that tunnel shows up one day.

Thanks very much for your reply. I am hoping that i soon see that light, all this being so close yet not being able to touch or anything is killing me. Wish love was without pain, but it seems like there is only pain with love.

I dont see any light at the end of the tunnel. They say it you love something let it go and it comes back to you its yours..... I let her go, she came back and then she went away again. If she comes back this time i do not think my heart could take it, i know i wouldnt take her. But its like i want to sort it out now before its too late, when im over her, ill be over her for good. it hurts. You will all be screaming NO CONTACT!. Try that when the girl you love if your next door neighbour, goes to same college as you, oh i forgot is in ALL your classes, did i mention i am designated to sit near her? NC is kind of hard, but i try. I just want the pain to stop, my head hurts, my stomach hurts and most of all my heart aches. Broken, once, twice and then thrice by the same girl. Very messy break up. She basically says she hates me. im in no contact, how long does it take before i can eat and sleep properly? how long before my sanity returns? how long before the blood stops leaking from my heart? how long before my heart stichtes its self together and i continue on my journey in life?

Committing your love to someone means losing the chance to experience another's love. So just be sure the person you’re committed to deserves your love or else it’s not worth the sacrifice. Nice quote ill take that into mind. thanks again all of you!

Thanks for your help meow18 and splashdown!, i thin i will try and if i can stay away. As you say if she loves me she will come back? Thats exactly what happened last time, she came back to me, but she doesnt love me. i wont fall for the same tick twice. but i can never say never. It is very hard because i love this girl so much. But i know i treat her good and dont deserve how she is with me. Maybe the old her whom used to Love me may return. i dont know. Maybe Destiny truly does exist and everything will fall into place. the perfect girl for me should love me too! hopefuly ill find her. Thanks very much meow18 and splashdown! for your help! i apreciate it.

One other thing i go college with her and i am in all her classes for next 2 years. and we like live on same street. And i asked her exactly that! i said how would you feel if you loved someone and there feelings for you were unsure? she said i would not like it and i would leave. I should leave. But its difficult. what if she could love me again? I had hope that her feelings would come back. Was all a dream. I need to get away. I really do.

He seems nice guy at heart, but maybe he is just like you said abit "clueless" about some romantic things. not every guy who is born is a natural "romeo". i think maybe all he needs is a push in the right direction, just a little bit of advice maybe from a friend or something and hel be on his way.

I know i can get some body else if i wish too, its not a problem that i will be alone more of a problem that i Love her, and do not think i could love anybody else. And i think, even she knows all her feelings for me havent gone, she has a little something left for me. i have told her if she doesnt want to be with me leave! she does not. Maybe because i told her if she leaves me this time, never again will i get back with her. because i cannot take the pain of all this again. BTW meow18 the kittens really cute. Oh and thanks you 2 for posting.

What is she is worth it? how do i know she is worth it? I think she IS worth is. and right now i dont feel like ill ever love again.

I have come to a point where i have to make a decision, their has been so much things that have happened with my and my g/f, funny how things can change so fast. I love her, still do, most probably feel like i always will. She does no longer love me, and it has been like this for a while, but things i though were getting better, its been 4 months maybe since we last split up. I thought maybe her feelings would or were growing a little, but i was mistaken she is not happy. And does not think she will be happy. I love her and have done everything for her, she truly did mean the world to me. Truly, sincerely from the bottom of my heart i loved her more then anything. But the decision has come, she says she thinks that she will probably never Love me again. Ever. I can wait and try again with her maybe things will change. My mind tells me RUN, do not get hurt again. Heart says stay the pain is worth it. I am not sure what to do, i am so hurt because i have really put everything into this realtionship, all of me, my heart and soul, body and mind. Gave this girl everything but it seems for all those times i said forever i meant it but she did not. She will not give a answer either, i know she does not want to be with me not truly, but she wants ME to finish it with her. I cannot. So i am stuck, i can try and be without her, but truly the pain for me is too unbearable, i know i will try and fail if i try to be without her. Being with her hurts, because she does not Love me, Being without her hurts even more. Somebody help me on my situation please. I know for a fact i will never Love again. Ever.

I dont mind if the girl i am with has no or little money, i feel like its a mans job to provide mostly might sound old fashioned but thas how i am. Me myself never having much money of my own realised that it may not be the most important thing, but one thing is for sure i think money makes the world go round. I work very hard for money like my name says most things i do are Strictly4MyGrind. i like to have enough money for the future but i also like to live a lavish lifestyle but one things for sure it would not matter to me if the girl i was with was rich or poor. As long as she was happy its all good.

Dont worry things will get better i feel your pain..... Keep your self occupied man do new things and the things that will help you the most is proberly your friends, chill with them talk to them they will help you through this trus man. It does get better even if it is hard.

Best way to stop worrying is get a quick pregnance (sp??) test maybe get two diffrent ones and try them both incase one messes up. they will tell you prety much whether she is pregnant or not, you should be able to pick them up from your local pharmacy quite easily. Thats the best way to find out if she is pregnant or not! Then you can stop worrying. takecare.