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Loveandlost

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  • Birthday 10/31/1981

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  1. this is my first birthday in 6 years without you in my life. I dont need your love, but I did want your friendship still. you could have said a simple happy birthday.
  2. Katie... Sheree... You wanted this, you did not want to be tied down by me. You wanted the freedom to leave the state and have a fresh start. You wanted a life without the responsibilities of dating someone with a child. You wanted to be with your spiritual group. You may have even met someone on that retreat. It doesnt matter.. If this is what you want I support you finding it. I wish we could still be in each others lives. Like I told you on the night you left when you asked if you could call, you have my number.. use it. Tomorrows my birthday, I would love to hear from you but I know I wont. You were my best friend for 5 years and now you treat me like a stranger. I know you are moving, you probably dont know that I know. I know you are moving to Minnesota to be with them.. Please know I am always open to reconnecting with you and reforming a friendship. You have caused me so much pain in the last few months, but that doesnt erase the last 5 years and all it would take is effort on your part to call. Good luck with your move, and the fresh start that you want. I honestly hope when you get there you realize what you gave up for that group, but even if you find that its the life you want I will be here if you ever need a friend to talk to.
  3. its been two months katie, and I still love you, I always will. I hate that you ran away from us. I hate that you joined that spiritual group and gave up on yourself and us. Find yourself again... find us again...
  4. I am sorry you are in so much pain over our breakup, but you are the one that caused it. You are the one that left me because you wanted freedom. Now you cant even see a picture of me without unfollowing mutual friends on instagram, a month and a half later... if you are in that much pain over a decision you made.. perhaps you made the wrong decision. Look, my kid is awesome and will always be important in my life, but so will you. I always made you equally important. If you need to live life now and experience then things you feel you will be to old for in 8 years when my daughter is grown up then go do it. You always said even if we broke up we would stay friends, and even though you dumped me I am here for you as a friend. I would love it if down the road we reunited.. but if we dont I will always consider you one of the most important people in my life. I have the career I have because I met you, I learned how to be a father to a little girl because I met you, I learned how to be the man I am today because of you. You will always be special to me because of that. Please dont lose sight of who you are and find your way back into my life one day.
  5. You... I dont even have words for you anymore.. I know you love me, I know you are scared, and I know you are lost... but you hurt me when you let them make the choices for you. The reason we are not together is your pride, the reason we are both in pain is you can not admit you are sorry.
  6. its been a month, I miss you, but it takes two to make a relationship or a friendship. If you want me in your life you need to fight for it at this point. I would love to evolve our relationship into something sustainable. I love you unconditionally, I really do... I want nothing for you but happiness. I hope you succeed in your endeavors in your life, in love, in everything. I wish you would stop these childish games, you said you want to be friends... well lets figure out how to do that together. balls still in your court.. just waiting for you to make a move
  7. this is my second NC phase since the breakup the first lasted 13 days, now I'm on day 9. I miss my friend more then anything.. weekends are the worst during breakups need to find more things to do to pass the time.
  8. I hate how after 5 years, we are still in love, you want to marry me, but you are so scared of the decision because I have a child that lives with me part time that you ran away. You quit, you are in pain now and have made yourself the victim even though you broke up with me. Enjoy your spiritual group that you have misdirected all of your attention into. That doesn't help with healing its just a distraction. I want you, and you want me.. do the right thing and make amends before it is to late.
  9. You are so sad, so depressed over this breakup that you initiated, well stop making yourself the victim, you could stop hurting at any time by just admitting you were wrong and apologizing to me. I am not mad at you even though you broke my heart.. but I am no longer going to pursue you, if you want me in your life you need to come after me.
  10. I am washing my hands of you. its been a month and while I am lonely I know there is love out there for me waiting for me to accept it. You on the other hand are trapped in your own little world and threw away an amazing future with a man who loved and supported you unconditionally. You will always have a special place in my heart and I wish you the best. If you ever need a friend you know how to get in touch with me, but you killed my trust in you the day you left.
  11. It's your birthday today, I had an amazing weekend planned, and before we broke up you turned down the trip I planned, I knew then the reason, and a half hour later you confirmed... You ended our relationship because the new age cult you joined told you to. You are brainwashed... You are weak... You treat me like a stranger now.. And yet I still love you.. Find yourself again.. It's the only way you will find yourself back in my life
  12. I sent you a text today, wishing you well and reminding you that we always said we would stay friends even if we broke up... I dont regret sending it, i regret believing you when you said it. You were the one that dumped me, stop acting like the victim, if after a month you still are depressed about the decision you made, then mabye you made the wrong decision. You have my number, try using it.
  13. OMG i am trying so hard not to text her right now, her birthday is in 2 days and i promised myself that was when i would break NC, its only 2 more days why is it hitting me now... I dont want the relationship back...life is taking us in different directions and i have accepted that.. i want the friendship back..so does she.. but we dont know how to restart communication..
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