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  1. I'm stuck lost wherever without you now is the time to get out no why's, cries, or rhymes just a door hitting me on the way out what's going on now? i ask myself that but i'm still trying to figure this out there's still things i want this doesn't mean i don't want you or what you want just not now i'm learning how to die each day through i just have images that remind me of my struggle with myself just to be with you so i send you a simple "see you later" but all in all what i really mean is a harsh "see you never" tears tears tears -.ins
  2. i can put on a face to make you smile killing yourself at noon is no way to go no one knows the story of your exile you kept quiet and now moods are low left me cold and it's only for awhile moods come and go but now i'm not so sure i can go on living like this, death is the cure okay... it's alright seriously: dew on grass abandoned field you and me oh, grass stains no, please stay yes, please say "I'm sorry" that's what i want to hear i once wrote: a poem with no meaning, but that's hard to do, seeeeeeeing as to how it had some sort of meaning before i was crying now i'm happy because i'm writing should be studying a's and b's never good enough it's a shame you'll never be able to call my bluff this may seem odd but i can assure you i am alright. Came here for a few months Left without thinking once Oh how i hate this place So you coming with me? Ever dream to be free? Down by the river On the way to Where the water falls Nobody knows our secret Where the sun shines Into your golden eyes Time is no object Happiness now gone Meet me back here Everyday we'll watch the sun out of boredom i took to this: lost a man once in a crowd would have yelled didn't know his name wasn't waldo, willy, todd, or ted the man had cancer my girlfriend's grandpa now he's dead pretty sad, yes, lots of tears incurable fears of death it comes through every spectrum one more lost lost in a crowd
  3. I think "I love you" means something different to each individual. I have not once said "I love you" to my girlfriend of 5 months because it seems like a big step for me to take.
  4. I only think I should ask because she is still sort of uncomfortable with what my eyes are viewing. I reassure her constantly that she is astonishing... but she continues to be like this. It is sort of cute to me but when faced with situations like these it makes it difficult.
  5. My gf and I have became very comfortable with eachother. However she seems a bit insecure about herself and where I look. Touching isn't any big deal with her... she gives me oral very often and I want to return the favor. How can I bring this up... she has suggested a few things herself and been comfortable to try new things. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.
  6. This is an awkward situation but I am looking for some insight. Has anyone ever experienced a lot of pressure while laying in bed? Usually it's all over my body and if I move quickly to "throw it off" it will return not too long after. My sleeping habbits are normal and I am just looking for other's opinions. Could it be something to do with sleep paralysis? It is really really creepy. Thanks, -.ins
  7. She's 19... I like the playful nonsense we did before I tried to take it further, but that can only last so long I think. I didn't take it personal but I know she thinks I did.
  8. I think it's safe to assume she has not. so do i talk to her?
  9. well lately my girlfriend and I have been getting pretty physical... lot's of making out and touching. I could sort of tell she has never did any of this before (me either) but she just seems really bad at everything we do. I'm not being mean or trying to degrade her... but it's nice when someone gives you the attention you give them. So we are on her couch and I'm caressing her leg... she is rubbing my arm and I'm kind of using that to tell me if she is uncomfortable. I got a little too close I think and she stopped rubbing my arm... so i stopped. Well then we just cuddle for awhile and she starts caressing my arm again, which ends up over her chest. Then I go to kiss her again and she says she doesn't know what to do... she wants to do something but she doesn't know what to do. i honestly think she felt bad but this could also be an excuse. do i discuss this with her or just let it slide like nothing happened? I think I should discuss this with her but I don't want to make things anymore awkward.
  10. I have been seeing a girl quite a bit for a month and a half... just the last few dates things have gotten heavier and it hurts to know we don't really have anything going besides dating. There is obvious physical and mental attraction, but I want a relationship. I don't know what to do, but I don't want to come off really soft and talk about this. I hope it gets brought up by her, but if not I guess I'm going to have to do something to make it happen. There's just things I cannot let slip away and she seems to be one of them right now. I've been highly attracted to other women quickly... but this particular one picked me apart before I really started liking her. I ran away at first because I didn't like it but now I miss it... and I don't want to see it all walk away. But I'm not going to let her know how much I like it because I assume it will just bore her to death. I would greatly appreciate your opinions or advice! Thanks.
  11. i just ask her how she is doing and what is going on then get to the point. "You should come to dinner with me 'here' and I'll pick you up at 'time'" Takes less than 2 minutes. I talk when I go out with them not on the phone. Everyone has their own thing though I guess.
  12. congrats! as far as the days off go just ask what the process is and let them know you have a vacation planned. do it as soon as you feel comfortable doing so. I request my vacation off 2 months in advance. The sooner they know... the better chance you have at getting it off.
  13. I think she would be more comfortable than I would for some reason. My mother is pretty opinionated which may lead to awkwardness but I think she would be able to hide keep it on the low. Anyways I think it is best I ask her... We will most likely go out before that anyways as well.
  14. Well My birthday is coming up and I have been out six to seven times with this girl... we recently got playful on the couch and I know she shares the same feelings for me... you think it would be okay for me to invite her to my birthday dinner with my parents? It'd really mean a lot to me if she did come along and meet them. Just curious if this is a good idea. thanks, .ins
  15. amen. I put off seeing this girl who was interested for about 4-5 months... well she was still waiting around after I ran around with 3 other girls. That was a real turn on... suprisingly enough she is the most real of them all and interesting as well... and the best looking in her own cute way! i didn't think i wanted anything with her... but she's just so addicting because I can be myself around her which is very difficult for me to do with the majority of people. so yeah... DN is right!
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