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  1. *vagabonds. I have no idea how to go back and edit a post. Sorry for the typo!
  2. "Stories written in ink on my heart" I have loved gypsies and vagabounds Held close wanderers and thieves kissed musicians and liars all in lust. My heart; black and blue only screams for more of the same. It won't break the patterns Reaching out for what it isn't and never will be. Searching through corridors on the schism of my brain. Running head first into walls where the illusions seemed so real. It seems my heart has walked a thousand miles in someone else's shoes. I am home.
  3. You lead me on. You used me. You let me support you until finally i was at a breaking point. I said support your self. You said goodbye. I love how you get to back to your mommy. You get to smoke pot now and watch porn and be lazy and still do everything i hoped you would do with me but without me. Your idea of love is false. Love isn't something that changes in 2 days. Love lasts. Love is sitting awake in our bed at 2 am wondering how i could possibly have changed what i did to get you back. I compromised my self, my values, i gave up friends so we would have the healthiest relationship i could muster. I helped you 100% of the way. And you made a snap decision to leave not 2 days after saying you were committed and wanted this. My mom died 2 years ago, my dad is gone and in prison, my little brother is in foster care and my boyfriend used me and left me. I am more alone than i have ever been in my life. I wish i had never met you. You messed me up. To a point that i can't imagine ever trusting someone again. I was a stupid girl. A stupid 21 year old girl. Who is turning 22 in a few days, all alone.
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