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hi. ive been to dinners with bf (both formal & informal) and most of the time ( not all the time) i get self conscious or nervous Recently, i wore my new shirt which is abit revealing to dinner, and i got SOOOOOOOOO nervous i started excusing myself to the toilet 3 times until my bf said i was making a fool out of myself. My palms were dead sweating. oh god, it was so horrible.i had to eat ice, fan myself, and wipe my sweat with tissue. and you know how embarrasing it is like that when everybody else is EATING. i get even more nervous when the place i eat is BRIGHT. in 2 more days im going to a very classy dinner with my bf and im so nervous of getting nervous. How can i stop myself from having sweaty palms/WHERE EVER?? i want to sit and enjoy my expensive DINNER. ps: ive never got so nervous when im out hving luch or dinner with my friends. thx for helping, if can, pls tell me how to be more confident or stuff like that.. i sound reallyi pathetic here..

To start off, my almost 2 years boyfriend did a very big mistake that has hurt me alot LaST YeaR. He then realized it was a really stupid thing to do and i gave him a chance altho i rarely give chances like that to men. He did not take the chance for granted as i watch him day by day after that incident. He changed and still trying his best to be the best for me. We had a rough time after that because i got so paranoid that he couldnt stand it. Finally my paranoia has gone down but not 100%, by his help of telling me what he did, or where he goes, blablablabla...without me asking much, and the thing that i keep telling myself that i dont need to be so paranoid bcos if he does the mistake again, i could just move on and dont be so mad about it as im still just 17 and i can still live without him. The problem is, why do i keep dreaming of him cheating on me in so many ways. I can dream about it 3 to 5 times a week... every week. I even dream about it when he is napping beside me or staying over at my place. He always plays with my hair, puts me to sleep.. u know, like im a baby.. but even that, i can dream about horrible things he does in the dream.I think about happy things b4 i go to sleep but this stil happens. I hv to admit that i dreamt about them when i felt that he was cheating on me that week (the last year). It was like a sign and true enough i found out. But really, he has changed a whole lot, more sincere, and i am enjoying it. We are even much more happier than how we were b4. Is there something wrong with me.. or him... or am i not doing something im suppose to do.. or he isnt.... thanks alot for reading.

yes i returned back to my partner who cheated on me once, but it was reli fun making him suffer. everytime i make him cry n beg me back i feel great. it took him long for me to give him another chance. I was smart enough to make him buy me things like a handphone or clothes so incase if he cheats on me again, atleast i got got stuff and hes got his $$$ lost. now hes really treating me well. he respects me and im very happy being with him. Altho he knows i hardly trust him, hes determined and willing to be patient n help me with the trust. yeah. sh1t, i hate it when i think of what he did to me. it sucks like hell.

hi! ive been dying my hair quite often and few mths ago i notice my skin on my forehead...not really my forehead, but the top of my forehead near where my hair is is cracking and pealing off. i didnt do anything about it and thought it will be ok because it is not obvious where my side fringe covers it. That part of my skin does feel itchy. Today my teacher told me that that part of my skin could widen up to my face. omg imagine the dryness and cracks all over my face. i do not want my beautiful face to be destroyed. im starting to feel scared. so i need advice on how to cure the skin that is cracking and dry there. could anyone kindly help me by giving advice please? i really must do something a.s.a.p. Does olive oil help? i heard that using mild shampoo would help too. thanks for reading. =)

my boyfriend wants me to strip in front of him.. id love to . it sounds fun... but the problem is i dont know how to. can u kindly tell me what u think about the movements n everything? thx alot

will i get pregnant if i give him a blowjob? i mean if i swallow his uhm.. yeah that white stuff or wtv u call it. damn im stupid.

allrite =) haha that would be really nice. thx

i met this guy from the internet. We got 2gther before we met in real life. it was kind of happening. last night we met face to face.. it was another CLICK. it was fun, happening, we get along well. not only in the internet. he proposed to get serious with him n yes i agreed 2 get serious with him... The problem is, i didnt really like what i saw..... there's this light blue jacket he wore besides his simple normal white shirt. when i was cold he pass me his jacket, n boy i reli liked the white simple shirt. i like it when he didnt wear the jacket.....another one is his jeans... i want my guy to be open n relax about himself n feel comfortable...... the jeans that he wore didnt reli look like he's the chill kind.... but he IS the chill kind. honestly the jeans looked a bit..........gay. it would be nice if he changes it to those comfortable, bigger jeans. Is there any idea for me to bring up the subject to him n make him buy new jeans n wear the simple shirt, n just LOOK SIMPLE?? he and i are open about everything, but i dont want to sound rude to him. I was thinking of calling him up when i want to go shopping for clothes , so he will be accompanying me n i have a chance to buy him nicer jeans... or should i as a gf, tell him what clothes i like n dont like on him? or just surprize him by wrapping up the jeans like a present? its not that i dont love him for who he is..... i love everything about him, but just that i want him to feel comfortable n look comfortable. cos honestly he didn't look comfortable... but just acts comfortable.

I added this guy (Vic) in my list (in a website where u can add friends' friends into your list) because i think he's cute in his pic. *for fun* He added me in MSN. we started chatting a bit. Everything went friendly. The next time we chatted was even more exciting. It was like the perfect click between us. He gave me his cell number n told me i can msg him anytime, just when he had to go. In my mind i was like "haha u kidding me, as if im going to msg u". It's my nature to think if a guy is hot/cute, hes a player. It was 3am n i cudnt sleep. it took me 45 minutes to decide i should msg him or not. at last, yup i msged him................. we msged each other til 4am +. He's just adorably sweetly hotly crazyily caring n perfect to talk wiv. He msged me when i woke up in the morning n msged till right now. Thing is i read what his friend said about him... saying that he likes every girl he sees. and his personality changes around them. no idea isit true or not. because he told me hes loyal n told me the reasons why and all that made me believed him. i would like 2 go 4 him.. cause its fun being with him specially if i get 2 b his gf. he's almost my dream guy. i just hate 2 think if hes a player or not. im scared i will get hurt. Was thinking to just be his good friend. so i can observe his character n his personal stuff first... do u think i should do that? or just GO 4 HIM. any idea to have a bigger clue if he's a player or not?

i would like to be a more naughty and happening and open gf....people say im a fun n open girl but i dont know why i am not, around my bf n his friends. it's really hard. i need help of how to do things/tips when im around his friends and him. and also when we r making out. haha if there is such thing as the NAUGHTY style. maybe i dont know how 2 treat a bf, so i need tips of how to be a happening gf. any ideas pls? eg. i kiss him out of nowhere n say he's cute? pull him to the bed n sit on him? hahaha im just roughly crapping ere....... i know i should be myself but i really love him i wanna please him. he deserves it so much

OMG I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EXCELLENT POEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha.. alrite!!! thx 4 ur reply.. hehehe..=] i shall continue putting lip balm..mwahahaha

omg u personaly HATE that?? aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....oh no oh no.... erm... may i knw why? hehe...>_

hhehe. when I go out (with friends, mum, bf...whoever whenever)i always put my lipbalm on that smells like err i i think raspberry or strawberry...its my habit.. i wont know when my bf will wanna kiss me... he can just kiss me anytime. will he get turned off with lip balm on my lips?both french n peck? it smells good tho =P

hi...=] .. b4 i go on like a mad cow i wud like 2 smile...yay...so....=)..lol.. okok... me n my bf been 2gther for about 1 mth n a bit......HIS X.... IS NOT OVER him yet!!!!.. grrrrr..o they broke up last yr...... i find her irritating @ times.... she treats me so nice ...TOO nice in front of me... but i suspect sumtings up....every morning in skool esembly she wud look @ me or my bf.... (my fren tells me almost every time). we're reli reli frenly n nice 2 each other everytime we talk..... my bf's rite... he once told me 2 stay away frm her... i din reli listen 2 him....... so i guess now im BUSTED.......but neways nvm bout dat... he doesnt hv neting 4 her (well i hope...she just lost 10kg dude..n shes prettier i think n i feel shes more useful than me..lol)...... i just noticed dat shes been tellin her frens like "thats my x bf.................and THATs his gf"........i bet shes been tellin all the gud stuff they went thru n make every1 cry n god knws wat about me.... im innocent coz im new 2 their skool this yr.....n HELLO its not like they broke up coz of me..... they broke up b4 i came 2 this skool!!! owh!. n now her frens mite b against me for being wiv my bf..... but THANK gawd dat my bf's frens r very nicee ....... so im pretty happy wiv dat... jsut that i dont knw wat 2 do wiv my bf's x.... i do not want 2 be her rival/enemy..... last nite my bf was performng on stage... n his frens were all pushing me 2 the front... guess wat i saw she n her frens standing rite in front...as if he's stil hers..... i mean screw her man she shud @least respect me by not being all so infront about things last nite.....i knw i cudve jst stand bside her but her frens where there it was scary... n i din wanna end up like whispering 2 ech otha in front of her frens like "hes so cute there" "yeah he is"....n all the x n gf convo, or getting all pissed... shes reli pissing me off......shud i say want i want 2 say 2 her (pls back off...hes my bf .pls get over him. ur his X not his gf... hi darling but do u knw hes not single? so pls dont waste ur time....etc)??? or shud i just shut up n act s2pid??? if i say wat i wanna say 2 her we mite b enemies after dat.... or how bout my bf telling her nicely dat he doesnt like her anymore n hes taken? i dunno..mayb dats a bad idea....he mite do it also... i dont knw.. btw just bcoz she lost 10kgs now shes showing off her a*s/body....> wats wiv this s2pid website can let me type the word ok n im sori if i sound rude here..im expressing myself..LMAO omg...thx alot 4 ur time...! love u..hope u can help me....... this is MY LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe erh..