Joanne19852010

Just Stop now.

Just forgot about me like I was nothing. Blamed me so you wouldn't feel guilty. I think my love is turning into hate. I hope it happens to you. You choose me over her last year. This year you didn't. You should never of made me a choice. I should never of let you. The part that makes me feel sick I spent two and a half years with someone I never even knew. Your ugly on the inside. You won't cheat on her will you because she's prettier. I had so much confidence before you you took it away now I have none. I have no confidence in myself anymore. All the things you said and I let you say to me will always be in my head. I wish with all my heart i hadn't sent that first text. You were beautiful then as you got older and became better looking. Got your job and car, you wanted a better looking girlfriend too. I only have one question why?

I'm sorry I left you on your own you must of really loved me once

I am sorry

I wish you were holding me I wish we could go back

I'm starting to realise I'm better off without you for you to have done what you did I miss you but I don't want to be around you anymore. It is too late I just wish it hadn't of ended this way

Why did you do it

I wish we could go back and I know you do to it's too late I will always love you my angel x

different day same old rubbish. you still want to control my life..i dont want you to..i want my own life you have yours let me have mine

i don't want you back i want to move on

I think you thought that too at first...but now you don't because you've used me to heal and i can't heal because you won't let me

I can't believe we will never kiss again or that you don't want to

just read a quote everyone i know are in relationships and yes i'm the single one haha great...never been single since i was 16...cheered me right up...but maybe i have to loe myself before i can be with anyone else...you clearly don't.

I can hear the fireworks again and i know your probably out watching them with her while i'm sat here...will you think about..this is why i want NC you've seen me today haven't you so no you won't think about me...your stating to feel less and less guilty aren't you i can tell...yet when i talk to you you say your not happy and that you know we sill die together...i know you know you've made a mistake...i just have to get strong for myself and even though i'm still posting about you and your life it's helping because this isn't what i want for my life at the moment. You know i'm just sat in by myself and you even admitted today because you've left a roof over my head and everything in the flat you think it's o.k...your starting to look at things differently or did until i calmed you down and talked to you...this is why i want out

you tell me about all your arguments with her...like i'm meant to feel sorry for you...soon i'll be able to make you stop when i go NC...i'm still trying to be your friend at the moment because i have no other choice...since when did you become so weak