You really, really hurt me. Do you know how much? I hope you do, and that when you think about it you feel guilt. To be together 8 years, engaged and then to string me along for 4 months, find someone else and leave me for him. I didn't deserve that. Yes things had become stale between us but you didn't even give me a chance to try and work things out. I tried. I fought for us. But you said you weren't willing to try. That hurt. "I don't love you anymore and I don't want to be with you." That stung. But I'm getting better. I feel so much emotion right now. Anger, regret, dismay. Above it all though I miss you, despite everything you did to me.
Like I said, I didn't deserve it.