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  • Birthday 06/17/1987

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  1. Just that staement right there states how this world is complete bull.People born good looking that did nothing for it at all.We live in a crappy world with probably 92%+ of it being full of a bunch of shallow, phony, jerks.This is true and I try too accept it.
  2. I cope with lonliness by cutting and hurting myself.
  3. You are saying great things but i am confused myself... I cant just choose to be happy...I am bipolar so my moods change sparatically so ill be really happy one second than insanely sad the next.I've expericed what ive had and i cant be happy...People set me off and make me so mad that like i do things to myself like gouge at my arms with my finger nails and cut myself open and like hurt myself by punching myself and i cannot control it at all and i get so angry at myself and everything.Thats my way of self harm i guess.You make it sound so easy yet i dont feel how easy it is in the ways I've experienced life.I don't know how i could possibly be happy when im such a nice person yet i constantly get used for my kindness and treated like crap.Even by friends.I care so much about others yet no one gives a damn about myself cause im just someone that is used by everybody and anybody in this stupid fricken world.Put down or talked to about somoene else's problems.Like people constantly complaing about their bad days or something stupid like that.Yet i never complain one bit too them in real life ever i just keep it all inside.Id just like too see what the world would be like without us really kind people.See how everything would be without nice people because i know there are very few.Everyday i live it seems so pointless to go on.Nobody cares.I care so much about people in this world yet it means nothing in this corrupt human society and people like me get treated like we are weird or stupid.
  4. I've learned too give up on this forum for myself cause i felt so stupid.Now i just play wow 24/7 every damn day.Just waiting for the one undefiable day i decide to kill myself and leave this world of being a fricken idiot and not standing the people within it.This thing i like to call a "life".
  5. Ya teacup the only reason i guess i played these games so much to begin with when i lost my job is because i became more depressed and wanted to get away from the world.Sure if had a gf i would definitely spend more time with her then this stupid computer.The reason i believe im so attached to it sometimes is yah i do have a descent amount of friends i can out and do stuff with but when i have nothing to do this is what i do.I have never had a girlfriend and dont think ill have one anytime soon so i would probably not be a person to assume what all males do since i have never been in that situation.
  6. a.0 b.0 c.always been single I have nothing else to say man im 3 for 3 on nothing im fricken awesome lol woot what the heck
  7. k well for the last 3 months since i lost my job ive been addicted to world of warcraft doing nothing but it and maybe went out 2 times with friends.I have finally gotten fed up with it and being so addicted that i am now quitting and now i have the sudden urge to go back outside again and i feel happier.Just wanted to express my happiness to some people since this problem felt like such a burden im so glad im going out to my friends house tonight and doing like used too.
  8. I suffer from depression myself and i am bi-polar.None of my friends or anyone really knows how i feel.I react to things in quite a bad manner since i have highs and lows taking things rather to seriously or personally.Ya since ive lost my job ive left the house maybe 3 times in like 2 months.Nice post and thnx but i personally dont know how to cope with anything i suffer from really.
  9. Well if u say the girl u went out with was really hot.Then that probably means that you are hot i dont get what the problem is with getting a new gf or a girl too please your needs you cant control.
  10. No worries iwannaknow coming from a guys point of view i have it the same.I have my best friend that i did a lot with.We would be at the fair messing around and stuff and hed go over and talk to some girls and id stand off to the side and they would act like i wasnt even there and would not look at me once except that one "get away" look or somethin.Hes like really hot to girls just like your friend is to guys.One question do u try and get in the conversation?Maybe there might be some guys that like u or somethin in those groups.bethany gave a great thing of advice.U should maybe talk to your friend and have her try and help you and not be closed up.Ill try that with my really good friend if he doesnt get sent back to the marines as soon as expected and see how he reacts and see how they think of it.Although a guy might be differen on those ways of thinkin.
  11. I dont really mind what height a girl is but for some reason the quite short girls are really cute for some reason sometimes i do not no why.
  12. Happy birthday and hope the day is very good for you!
  13. I personally thought that was nicely stated dre.Dont think many could say it as well i agree.
  14. You don't know this Shinobie, you could be attracting a whole bunch of girls unknowingly. One of my friends always tells me how many girls I get looks from when we're walking around, and I am completely clueless. Unless you look every girl in the face as you pass them by you're not going to know. But that's sorta desperate, if you catch a girl looking, try to hold her eye contact, if it's long enough say hi. Nah dude i dont get that.I get froma couple of a my friends jks that im bad looking so no help there.
  15. I Would have to say lips.Although dont listen to me is just a feeling i have since i havent kissed before so its prolly a irrelevant answer sorry just trying to give my input.
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