motleylou

Tonight for what ever reason I'm really missing you, I wish things could just go back to when they were good and we were in love. You have a new boyfriend now to keep you company and probably to keep me off your mind and distracted. I don't have that luxury I'm left to deal with missing you at times like this. I wish I could hear your voice and see your smile right now and just hold you all night long. But that's not going to happen and probably never will again bc of the things you did. It's tough knowing everything that we put into the relationship you through away, but you have to live with that and while I wish you the best, I do hope you regret what you did for a long time.

Happy birthday baby! Wish I could say that to you but you blew that one when you cheated and lied to me. I still believe that you did that after everything that we went through together. If you only knew the plans I had for your birthday and how special I was going to make it for you. But again nope YOU BLEW IT!!!!

I just had a great night out with my friends and hit on some girls but in the back of my mind wish she was here with me to laugh and have a good time with. Because we always got along and had a good time together.and then would be able to take her home and sleep next to her and tell her how much I love her.I just want to text her " I miss you so much and wish you were here to laugh with and share these good times with me and take you home and pillow talk about our night together." i know deep down that it would make me look pathetic but I just miss her so much.