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  1. Wow, has your ex contacted you during this time at all?
  2. Day 10. You apparently think that I hate you. It's really not true at all. I became very angry with your childish way of handling things post-breakup and I did express this anger to you but now I don't really care. I feel like the hardest part is over.
  3. BU: August 22, 2011 NC: September 10, 2011 Day 7 First full week of NC and I am loving it. I have been discovering a freer version of myself by doing things that I had stopped doing when I was dating him. I had fallen into a rut, confined myself in a tiny box but I am proud of myself for starting to make my way out of it. I will return a few things of his that he never picked up when we I see him for work tomorrow. I feel like I am cheating myself if I hold on to them, time to move on 100%. I don't think returning the stuff means breaking NC, since not much conversation will be held, and we'll have to work together anyway. I have been debating a rebound relationship. I have decided to stay away from it and heal on my own, become emotionally stronger so that another guy's behavior in the future won't cause my self-confidence to plummet. But I will have fun and experience life to the fullest, because I feel like being with him made me miss out on a lot.
  4. NC Day 5 BU August 22 I know my self confidence is a mess, and it has been for the last 4 months. I don't know why. But I know for sure it drove you away, far far away. I wish I had more time, because I know with time I'll get my strength together and drive you crazy. But time is just what I don't have. You'll be leaving this city in 6 months and I won't ever see you again after that. I need to recuperate fast. I need to find the strength in me FAST. I hope I do, because deep down I know I still want to be with you. But for now I have deleted your number from my phone, disabled your posts from showing on my facebook wall and I wish I didn't have to see you for work reasons. I hope I don't cross your mind at all, because I want you to forget the old me and be ready to meet a new improved me in the future.
  5. This is such a great thread. I started NC: September 10, 2011 NC Day#4 I have felt better than ever in the last 3 days. I have been having this continuous smile on my face all day long I have been hanging out with friends and coworkers which I had completely neglected when I was with him. I haven't felt the urge to get in touch with him, but I almost wish he saw how happy and amazing I have been feeling these last few days. I work with him one day a week so will see him for a couple of hours for work related stuff a few days from now but I really don't care. He said he had made such a good decision to break up with me, I agree and I think he did me a favor. I have no intention of trying to win him back anymore. This time it's over for good. I am doing this NC thing for myself so that I don't take months to forget him. I have actually met another guy and I think I will give dating him a chance. Stay strong, to all you NC people! Dream222
  6. I don't know why I felt the urge to email you last week. But this week I feel on top of the world and have no particular desire to see your face or hear your voice.
  7. I wish I didn't have to see or talk to him at all, but I do because of work. So it's an almost NC (almost) NC day 1. I am done. I don't need trash in my life
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