BU: August 22, 2011
NC: September 10, 2011
Day 7
First full week of NC and I am loving it. I have been discovering a freer version of myself by doing things that I had stopped doing when I was dating him. I had fallen into a rut, confined myself in a tiny box but I am proud of myself for starting to make my way out of it. I will return a few things of his that he never picked up when we I see him for work tomorrow. I feel like I am cheating myself if I hold on to them, time to move on 100%. I don't think returning the stuff means breaking NC, since not much conversation will be held, and we'll have to work together anyway.
I have been debating a rebound relationship. I have decided to stay away from it and heal on my own, become emotionally stronger so that another guy's behavior in the future won't cause my self-confidence to plummet. But I will have fun and experience life to the fullest, because I feel like being with him made me miss out on a lot.