Well, my parents got divorced last May, a little less than a year and a half ago. Both of them have found someone new.
Since June, my mom has made me go to a psychotherapist because she thought that i wasn't telling her everything and i was keeping all my feelings in. While there, it was discovered that i had a type of bipolar disorder, which apparently runs in the family.
I'm also in a long term relationship.
And although it might now seem like much, everything is just hitting so hard right now. Both my parents are trying to encorporate their new partners into my life. I didn't mind it at first, but now, it just adds on to the other pressures in my life.
With my boyfriend; I've been trying to deal with my disorder, and I don't think he sees how much it affects me. He also denies that i have it, which you would guess doesn't help.
I don't feel like i have a grip on anything in my life. My boyfriend and my school sport are the two driving forces that keep me from freaking out and ending it all. Just a little bit of rambling, and it probably won't do much good, but I just wanted to get it out there and off my chest. Any help would be greatly appreciated.