NC Day 1-I can't fault you for still hoping to have a family one day. I just wish you would have
figured this out before we were both in so deep. This sucks. Especially because we were so compatible
on so many levels. For 7 months you were my constant, my rock, my best friend, my smile and now you are gone.
You don't know what you want. You need time. But time won't change the fact that you have a desire to
have children and I can't have anymore. I'm feeling so lost right now. You asked if you could still
text me good morning and have a good day. I said no because that would make it harder on both of us.
You can't really figure things out if we still communicate daily. I said NC. Oh how I would love that good morning
text from you right now but NC is whats best. So for now I will just talk to you here instead. Good Morning my love.
I miss you so much already. And I wish today did not bring so much sadness for us both. I hope you are OK and
that you find the answers you are seeking even if they don't include me. I want you to be happy. You deserve it.
We both do. I just wish we could of made it work and been happy together.Damn this is SO hard!