Alpha Ghaz

I bet that guy kicked your ass to the curb, huh? I bet it hurts not being able to get in touch with me

Why can't I let go of these memories of you? Remember when I had visited you in Austin, we curled up on the bus bench to keep warm during the cold winter? Remember walking the streets of Austin holding hands and looking for that sushi restaurant? I remember taking that long bus ride home and crying because I didn't want to leave you to go back home. I remember going to Aquarium with you and being so happy seeing all the marine life I loved. But some where along the line... you fell out of love with me. In that email you sent me you said you loved me, but I can tell it was not sincere... You used me for a month and knew my weaknesses. You knew how to exploit my feelings and you did. I don't know if I can ever forgive you for that... You knew I'd trust you till the end and look where it got me! You kept on bringing up your feelings and how you were concerned about how other people though of you. What about me? What about my feelings? You say you care... but lady... You're not the woman I fell in love. Now you are just like your mother, the woman who cheated and made your father's life a living hell. I can't believe it. You of all people... I hope you are happy with the person you've become.

Sorry? Sorry can't fix the things you've done! You've left me to pick up the pieces of broken heart, and now I have to put it back together so I can live without you within the pieces. Guess what? It's working The more predictable things you do the better understanding the type of person you've become. You're a cheat, * * * * * and a hypocrite! I hope you realize that I ignored a lot of short comings you had.

I'm not coming over to pick my * * * * up P.S. Don't used my family members to get my attention.

Here I am spending my nights alone... without you... I'm upset about what you did but I know from the bottom of my heart... that if you didn't do something like this, I would have kept my self in this toxic relationship that was to be your bf. I need to happier for my self! Everyone else is! They warned that you would end up hurting me... did I listen? No I was so madly in love I ignored everything around me and focused on you... What a big mistake that was! I'm glad! I'm single now! That is at least what I keep on telling my self... hard to be alone

I just had a dream about you... You came back to me wanting me back... But guess what? I don't want you back. Sure we've had fair share of bumps in the road but you didn't have to end it like this! And stop trying to push the blame on to me as if I had commanded you to do what you did! My friends and family are happy for me, and for once I'm happy for my self that I've finally been able to be rid of you.