Do You Miss Me?
Is it as hard for you to not contact me as it is for me?
Today I realised that I might not love you anymore and instead of feeling happy like I thought I would, I feel so sad.. I cant stop crying.
As much as I want to hear from you, There is nothing you could say to undo the hurt you have caused. You used to be able to fix it - But after the other night, your words, your actions.. I know I can never trust anything you say. Your words mean nothing to me anymore. And I miss that.
I want to contact you - But I actually have nothing to say to you because I finally realised that nothing I say ever did or ever will matter.