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  1. 2 months made it!!!!!! good bye to you !!!! kissed another girl tonight I'M freeeeeeeeeeee!
  2. Day 48 NC pretty damn sure I built her up to be oh.... just a little bit better than she was. May my brain never go all Walt Disney again! you say that your a princes and that might be true, but I'm a f...... peasant and still too good for you!!!
  3. Day 37 so depressed, Zero interest in dating when it comes right down to, it why bother? just to feel this again ugh!
  4. I have to admit I felt a tinge of envy when I read this,( I don't see this being my experience), but good for you NG85! Keep us posted
  5. DAY 30: weird! I almost forget I was doing this I feel good I have been nc 30 days before,this time seemed longer though! Well 60 was my goal so onward!
  6. day 24 Feel a bit less sad more surrendered it obviously couldn't have gone any different than it did I gave it my best shot and so did you farewell. Morpheus take my away
  7. day 23 I think I regressed typed her name into Google up came her Facebook profile page (I'm not on Facebook) there she is in yet another picture and there he is with his arm wrapped around her I cant believe It. I want to throw my computer out the window, I want to leave town, I hate my life
  8. day 22 : started off strong today talked to a pretty woman on the train smiled and said hello a lot. Went to hell when I realized the woman couldn't take my eyes off looked like her
  9. Day 20 : feel depressed today lonely as hell the thought of putting myself out there again is terrifying.
  10. day 18 kind of having trouble keeping track of how long its been maybe that's a good thing?
  11. day 17 Had a good cry earlier this sadness feels a little more finite
  12. day 12 I feel like hell I hate my stupid life I wish I could take the big sleep tonight. I cant handle this anymore, She never loved me.
  13. day 11 : Woke up crying this morning must have had a dream about her. I vacillate between feeling really foolish for putting myself out there like that, and wondering if I could have done something different.
  14. day 10 People talked about her today didn't really have the same bite. I feel really unattractive and my confidence is shot though
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