I broke NC last Feb 6, I wrote him a letter reminiscing about the thing we've done and saying that I could accept his friendship, coz I felt that there is nothing I cud to get him back. Since he is the one who dumped me. But, I'm really crazy. Today, in fb I saw his comment on our one mutual friend (we are not friends in fb), so I look on one of his photos (can't stop myself), so It made me feel the sadness again.
I will try it again. I wish I can do this NC thing for the 4th try.