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  1. Something in my throat. I feel like choking, but choking is the easy way out. I yell, scream, and cry all within the confines of my head. Twitching limbs and churning insides, No one knows what I really hide. I put on a smile and hear phrases like "You are perfect." Please just let me go and punch me in the dead spot again. Life is only work and death is the vacation. We go to work each day, Edging closer to closing time. I SLEEP WHEN I'M DEAD. Lined up like sheep chasing an imaginary forever. We wade through crap and we like it. I could go on but... If I could save one person in life, Well that's not really enough is that? At least not on a grand scale. We close our eyes to travesty, And pretend its commercial time. We grab a beer and tell ourselves it's okay, But it's not. God hates his world for we become. We have become flies that hover over a stinking corpse called Earth. I could elaborate but...
  2. You heard of Suicide Letters and Cliff Notes Now I'm picking up the tempo I wanna die Shotgun blast right through my eyes Cut off ties I don't need you and you don't me Just leave me to contemplate my misery You never cared so what's it to you A woman made of lies I wish I could have seen right through you You came built me up Feel me up like I gave a You with my head Sprawled naked on my bed Legs up, Causing all kinds of ruckus Under the covers Now you leave With me on my knees I gave up everything for you I only live to adore you I'm mad depressed Getting off my chest I left my family because of you Left my job because of you Left my friends because of you Even made friends with the people you introduced to You were my queen Now you a bad dream Tearing at the seams I just want to scream I wanna get rid of all this hurt Of all this dirt Damn it hurts How could I be so dumb Chalk it up to being full of cum I wish I could go back in time Click stop and hit rewind Then I find you are an imposter Like Mr. Brooks starring Kevin Costner So just to reiterate You are the person that I hate.
  3. Thank you for your kind compliment. I didn't think it was clumsy at all.
  4. Every moment is a constant struggle Every moment is a constant huddle Thinking if I get over it Somehow I can just make it Then something gets in my way And I spend all day Trying to make it go away See I smile, but it hides A pain that I keep buried inside It's under lock and key and can't be released Filed away in my memories I can remember when I first thought about suicide Age 10, wishing I could die Didn't want to slit my wrist Didn't know you could die like this I saw on tv that a doctor killed the elderly Assisted suicide, somewhat of a felony Its illegal thats what the law says Thought if I knew the guy everything would be okay 15 years later and still dreading everyday This ain't no suicide note so don't be stressing Just writing about the pain that's been festering There are times when I can't get out of bed There's a pain throbbing in my head I look over at the girl next to me Numbing all my misery She looks at me with those beautiful eyes Just another reason to live this lie Maybe one day I grow up and be big Fans coming asking for my sig Till that day I won't be content Just another negro late on his rent
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