So yeah. I'm in a relationship now. Been hanging out with J for about a month and half. Wasn't ready for the whole label thing and we're still keeping it light but yeah now we're together.
And you know what? I'm happy.
I really am. It really feels good to be finally treated right. Like I am actually worth something to him. Not just an afterthought, not just like trash.
He keeps his word, he makes the effort to remember things about me and what I say, he is straight up with me, he's considerate, he makes me laugh, he makes me feel safe, I have alot of fun with him.
I still love you, but I've accepted life goes on.
For the first time in nearly one year, I am finally feeling alright. I can finally smile genuinely.
And it's a great feeling... having my heart finally be set free. Finally.