Oh my love.
Today is a bad day. A really bad day for me. I just miss you terribly. My heart spasms in pain when I think about you, and I've been crying on and off since I woke up into this hellish day. I love you still... so much. But you've gone. You left me.
I am growing as you wanted me to, I am changing.. I am stronger. Just today it's caught up with me and everything I do reminds me of you. I used to find it so cute when you did things wrong... I miss you so much. I want to tell you how well I have been doing, how much progress I've been making. But it feels like I'm here loving you still, but you've moved on... I wish we could have another chance one day.