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ElleB

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  1. Oh my love. Today is a bad day. A really bad day for me. I just miss you terribly. My heart spasms in pain when I think about you, and I've been crying on and off since I woke up into this hellish day. I love you still... so much. But you've gone. You left me. I am growing as you wanted me to, I am changing.. I am stronger. Just today it's caught up with me and everything I do reminds me of you. I used to find it so cute when you did things wrong... I miss you so much. I want to tell you how well I have been doing, how much progress I've been making. But it feels like I'm here loving you still, but you've moved on... I wish we could have another chance one day.
  2. I rang you today after 20 days of no contact and we sat in silence on the phone for 13 minutes. So much I could have said to you and at the same time nothing I wanted to say. My mind was burning last night - how could you re-add that * * * * ... How could you do something that invalidates everything you said to me?! Obviously you don't want us back together one day like you said or you wouldn't be behaving like this... True I shouldn't have looked but can you blame me? You were my everything and I gave you the most precious parts of me, and now you have left me and I am supposed to just move on.... How do I let go knowing I still love you? Tell me your secret because you are obviously doing fine now. I deserve a million times the man you are.
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