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Sweetkisses22

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  1. Remember when i used to call you in the middle of the night because i had a bad dream and was too scared to go back to sleep? I miss that. I loved that i could always come to you and you would tell me everything is okay and it was just a dream. I loved that. I had a bad dream the other night and mu first instinct was to call you. But then i remembered you stopped picking up. And were no longer together. it hurts so bad.
  2. I miss you terribbly.. even when i found someone new. Hes just not you. I cant find the happiness i once had with you. We fought constantly but no matter what you made me happy. I loved you more than ive ever loved anyone. And now we have been apart for almost a year and i still love you even more than i did then. I wish you would come rescue me and tell me how much you still love me and want to make things work. I hope one day ee find each other again. Idk how else to be happy..without you there is nothing..
  3. Its been almost 3 months.. will I ever get over this? I have a feeing ill never forget. God help me.
  4. I miss us so much baby. Im so hurt by everything that's happened between us. I keep thinking about howbhappy we were before all the fighting and I want that back. I know that can't happen. I found the pictures we took when I came and stayed for the week. The picture of us kissing really got to me. I miss us babe. Idk how I can get through this I don't know how you find it so easy to walk away. No one I love ever loves me in return. Its just not fair.. I loved you deeper than anyone I have ever known. I wanted to marry you and to eventually make you a father..
  5. How could you leave me? I thought I meant more to you than this. I thought you wanted a future with me and loved me no matter what. Why did you do this to me Tony? Was it all just a lie...
  6. I hate you for how much you made me fall for you. For all the lies. For all the times you never came to visit. For still missing you.. and for all the chances I gave you thinking you'd change. Your a lost cause. But I still miss you..
  7. So i've been in nc for 3 days already, you know im upset and clearly you don't care! You have called only ONE TIME! If i meant more to you surely you'd be worried. But no of course not. You don't care about what happens to our relationship. Im so tired of you hurting me. But at the same time i want you here back in my arms! I loved you so much! Why did it have to end this way? Why are you lying to me!?
  8. I know you don't really love me the way you say you do. Because if you did i wouldn't feel this way and i wouldn't cry every night. So WHYY are you still calling me. I want to answer so much but i know just hearing your voice will make me change my mind.
  9. Everything reminds me of you. Just sitting in my car reminds me of you. The way you shifted the gears on my car, the way you would take my hand whenever we were cruising. The way you'd sing to me and make me laugh. I miss you so much, it's only been like 2 days since we've been apart. And I know for sure this is it, it's over. The fighting has gotten to the point of no contact. As much as I love you I can't keep letting you hurt me. You PROMISED me tony, you said you wouldn't ever hurt me. You laid there in bed with me, looked me right in the eye and stroked my cheek and told me you would NEVER be like those other guys, that you would NEVER hurt me, you would NEVER cheat...and I believed you. How could I have been so stupid. You were a lie, everything was a lie. You played me like a fool. How could I still love someone who would treat me so badly? I don't know.. I wish I knew what you were thinking right now, if you were EVER thinking about me, because at times I think I was never in your head. It's not fair that your always in mine. You promised me you would come see me, you promised tony. WHY! Why would you continue this relationship if you had no intentions of keeping it real? I loved you so much, you were even the one to say it first, and I didn;t repeat the words until a month later. You you you! You started everything. And now I am the one ending it because YOU don't care anymore. You don't care enough to call me anymore, to bother to know what i'm doing or whats going on in my life. You disapear for days and think that everything will be okay when you come back, like I will just accept your disapearance. I HATE YOU! I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU! I HATE THAT YOU TRICKED ME! And now I can't stop crying, all for a guy who doesn't give a sh**.
  10. I HATE YOU FOR LYING TO ME. FOR TELLING ME YOU LOVED ME. FOR PROMISING ME YOU'D NEVER HURT ME, YOU'D NEVER BE LIKE THE OTHERS. I wish i never knew you..
  11. I'm so unhappy in this relationship but I love you so much I don't want to let you go.
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