God I want to email him so badl! BUT, I am going to push forward and stay strong. I can do this!
I just have to remember that if I get through today not emailing him, tomorrow will be easier and it will just get better and easier from then on.
Today? how many hours? not that many, it seems long but it really isn't....You can do it J! This is a piece of cake!!
GUTS AND GUILE, GUTS AND GUILE ALL THE WAY!! YOUCAN DO IT GIRL!! You have everything!! Don't be a fool and email him, respect his decision because you love him! Don't loose you integrity, your dignity! Keep your self respect, you're better than this woman!!