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  1. Not a book but interesting nonetheless... link removed
  2. Borrowed this book from my dad.. Smile or Die: How Positive Thinking Fooled America and the World by Barbara Ehrenreich Powerful and thought provoking...my eyes were so wide open after reading this. She talks about blind positivity - she mentions the recession caused by the mortgage crisis because people believed they could take out unrealistic loans and everything would be okay... This book made me think about the saying most of us don't live by anymore - 'Hope for the best but prepare for the worst'. Like to prepare for the worst is to allow negative feelings to enter the brain. (GASP!). Just a fascinating book and I recommend to all! Will open those eyes But if you don't have cynical bone in your body, maybe stay clear of it lol
  3. Seriously, its not my strong point but gave it a go and you guys on this thread kind of inspired me to.. Thanks both.of you!
  4. Fantasy was indeed Fantasy The frisson of early days The contempt of later months Falling from the stars To earth with an enormous thud Alas, reality has indeed set in Yet in our fantasies we effortlessly swim For it would take a lifes supply of water to quench the arid earth The love had indeed run dry One could not prepare for such hurt So the fantasy was indeed a fantasy The reality set in, the cloud concealed the sun And the darkness intrudes within The torment of uncertainty Pervades the weakest mind Yet they carry on dancing as if they were blind But they were indeed awake And we were indeed asleep Was all this a fantasy? A fantasy it was indeed
  5. God I just noticed this Duke! Expressive, poignant stuff once again. On a side note, maybe you can write me some lyrics for my songs and when I rise to fame you can have cut. What say you? Yea?! *nuge nudge wink wink* lol Anyways keep it up, always look forward to your poems popping up now and then in this thread.
  6. hehe, don't apologise. You're gifted!
  7. Did you write this? ad please don't tell me it took you a few mins.. I'll be so annoyed lol. I can't write poetry or lyrics to save my life, and ifI at least try it'd take me the best part of a month! Good stuff!
  8. 5 days of NC and counting.. come on girl! Make it to a week and treat yourself to a drink!
  9. Yes you're still in my head but in a haha! Getting over you kinda way.. These Chinese happy pills (herbal) are working wonders!! 'I'm flying..' (Eric Bana in the film Chopper)
  10. Oh Man!! Today is hard!!! God give me strength to get me through this. I'm on day one of no contact...jeez... *sighs*
  11. what do i need to say to him, nothing...nothing needs to be said. i've said my peace yesterday so what am I expecting. There is nothing to expect. EVERYTHING JUST IS.
  12. Why email him? huh? what will I really and truly get out of it? It could be good, it could be bad..either way. What about I? I've neglected myself for too long. Time to be concerned with myself. I need to love and care for this heart and mind, it needs nourishment. Heart and Mind are going on a retreat!
  13. God I want to email him so badl! BUT, I am going to push forward and stay strong. I can do this! I just have to remember that if I get through today not emailing him, tomorrow will be easier and it will just get better and easier from then on. Today? how many hours? not that many, it seems long but it really isn't....You can do it J! This is a piece of cake!! GUTS AND GUILE, GUTS AND GUILE ALL THE WAY!! YOUCAN DO IT GIRL!! You have everything!! Don't be a fool and email him, respect his decision because you love him! Don't loose you integrity, your dignity! Keep your self respect, you're better than this woman!!
  14. I still love you. Don't say you're not great, we all have greatness in us whether we choose to see it or not. I hope you sort out all your inner problems, I know I will and I hope and pray that some day with clarity of mind we will come together again and look to the future positively and if not at least we'll be happier people regardless. I will never hold anything against you. I am aware of where we went wrong, so don't beat yourself up or blame yourself as we all are prone to making mistakes. It took both of us to realise that we had deeper issues to solve within ourselves, therefore we couldn't focus on each other anymore and I understand that. I love you G and miss you so much. I'll always have a special place in my heart for you Big Lover. XxX
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