I have been apart from my ex husband for almost 9 months now. I have a beautiful apartment, a car, and full custody of the most wonderful little girl. So it sounds like I should be happy. Well, when I first left him I was. I went out with friends, smiled, laughed and just felt good. Well the divorce went through 2 months ago and now the ex is coming back around saying he wants to be in his daughters life and is getting me to spend time with him cause he knows I don't like to be alone. We have been hanging out but at the end of a day we hang out he always expects sex. I just don't feel that way and if I don't give it to him he gets abusive and out of control. I don't know what to do. I don't go out much anymore and sometimes wish I could stay in bed all day. I'm scared about this affecting my daughter and I know I am becoming depressed. I have been trying to find a new man but no one seems intrested. It doesn't help that the holidays are coming either. I feel so alone and just don't know what to do about the ex. I thought life would ber better after I left him but I am so confused. Please help!