MandyJade

Hey there. Just so you know every woman's body is different. Also many women do not reach there sexual peak until they are older and know thier bodies better. Take your time, make her feel sexy and relaxed, and make it fun, not a chore. Good luck!

Day 2. Today was not so bad because I had an exam. Tomorrow won't be bad either because I have another one. I am afraid that the loneliness will hit when I have a week off afterwards. But for today there has been NC.

I am back again. I am so angry! NC for a month. a solid, scary month. you are self centered. i hate your laugh. all you do is watch t.v all day. you have had sex with 25 people and you are only 19! gross. all of your friends are freaks. i will miss your little brother though. he is the coolest guy ever. you are a sarcastic * * * * up, and i hope that u die in a gutter.

Day 1. I was doing well for 3 days, then I texted and I called. I am such a * * * * up. So here is goes. Exercise. Healthy food. NC. NC!!!

Thank you for holding my hand through my miscarriage, and thank you for leaving me a week later. You are an a hole for ever hitting me, and you are stupid and selfish for ever keeping my friends away. You held me like you would never let go, and now you are over it and moved on. I hate you for ever having told me forever, and I hope that you end up miserable. I want you to look at me 5 years from now and saw, "wow I should have never let you go." This was the worst decision you have ever made. You will never find anyone better, and I hope you spend the rest of your life working a minimum wage job. I hope you stay fat, and I hope that you bald prematurely.