BackToYou
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Day 66 ( I had to use Day Counter lol) I feel absolutely terrible. I have had enough of time now to think things through and still can´t believe what happened. What makes me feel very upset that she has not even tried to contact me after she left me. I did not cheat or did not treat her badly. She just left and I have not heard from her since that day. I guess my love was worth next to nothing to her.
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She broke up with me Dec 2009 and we got back together June 2010. She broke up with me again 1.5 months ago but that is the different story.
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Yeah, my ex wanted to be friends with me desperately. It went on for months. I reached my limit after 4 or 5 months and told her that I can´t be on any contact with her because we wanted different things. So I went NC for 10 weeks and I was sure she was gone for good. But I was wrong, she called me one day and wanted to meet me. This time for relationship.
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Day 30 Challenge completed. I feel better but still miss her a lot. I won´t contact her but instead I have a new challenge; NC for 60 days.
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Well, I do not know if I was fortunate or not but I have learned my lesson. We had a great potential but sometimes it´s just not enough, I guess.
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Actually I was dumpee for both times. She sweared this time she would be committed to relationship but I should have learned from the last time that these kind of agreements and promises are not binding.
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FloridaMan I know I made a mistake when I took her back last time. At least I should have waited much much longer. It hurts because she was my first real love and trusted her, even after we got back together last time. I understand what you mean and I hope I will learn a lot from this relationship and break up.
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Day 18 I thought I was making a progress but I was wrong. I saw her today from a distance and somehow it hurt so much. I think this time NC might be permanent. She hurt me so much and scars run deep. I just want to forget everything and move on with my life.
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Post here instead of contacting your ex!
BackToYou replied to Nynnja's topic in Healing After Break Up or Divorce
I don`t know why but I miss you like crazy now. I want us back. -
Day 16, 20 days since break up I feel better now. Maybe I am starting to accept that it´s over for now at least. She may come back or not but there is nothing I can do about it now. I have not heard even a beep from her since she broke up with me and that makes me feel a bit low.
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Day 14, 18 days since break up I dreamed about her last night and obviously felt like crap when I woke up. Today I took an exam and I had hard time to concentrate and think clearly because she is still in my thoughts. I hope this is getting better soon.
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Day 13 I find it really strange that break up is starting to hit me in full force now. First week was actually piece of cake compared to this week. I am dying to call her (luckily I don`t have her number anymore). This is like drug addiction. I have quit smoking 4 years ago and it was much easier than this.
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I understand what you mean. Every day I am waiting for the call which never comes. I am so tired of this but heart just does not want to let go. But it will get easier with time. Just try to hang on there.
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I will do my best and try to forget her now. Actually I deleted her number today so I am not able to contact her even I wanted to.
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NC day 12 and 16 days from BU. I am shattered. I heard today that my ex might be seeing someone already and had a fabulous Women`s Day with him yesterday... He had bought a nice present for her and cooked as well. Ex seemed to be very happy. This only two weeks after break up. I don`t know what to do now.. Can anyone help me with this situation?