headwreck

I miss you so much. so much. I can't forgive what you have done to me, playing with my feelings. And I can't accept that you don't like me anymore - even though it is clear you don't. How can you just turn off feelings like that. I really thought we had something special, was I stupid? I don't know if I miss you or the idea or you more. Either way I am so lonely and just long for someone to hold and to hold me. You are selfish, so selfish. You made such a big deal out of staying friends, and yet you never contact me just to ask how I am. We only ever communicate about work. I just feel so stupid and I want to get over you. I want to have someone else in my life

I miss you....