wlh22

I wanted to really send this to you but then decided not to. " Hi, I hope you are well. I am sorry for the way I recated and behaved. But I was truly hurt. I wish you well in life" Now, here is what I realllly feeeeeeeeeeeel.... You left me over a phone call without any explanation ; maybe because you had none. You left me 4 days before my exams - maybe because you were more important than my wellbeing. you went with another guy to a trip the next day after dumping me? I still cannot believe that. Its like you are not the same person anymore. you avoided me , my calls my emails and me too. I don't know what you told your parents but they tell me to forget you???? How hurtful are those things do you understand??? but you don't want to think about that because you want a new life and thats why you want to avoid hearing from me. and my pain. I imagine you 2 years back when we started and you were the most innnocent child i ever met and I can't believe someone like that would behave somethign like this. Maybe I was busy with shcool and I knew that I couldn't give you a 24*7 support. But couldn't you understnad that and support me during that time? Even if you tell you mother that I deserved a better girl - it doesn;t explain anything. And how could you tell your own mother that I deserved someone better than you and then you go to another guy? man... you drove me crazy by your actions.... Its been long time and you have not contacted me... let my heart get some peace now....

well.. its been a year you haven't contacted me.... i kept contacting before that and you ignored (for whatever selfish reasons).... what am i supposed to think now? don't know what to say

is that right? so i guess divorce lawyers had no jobs in 2003

LOL.. ya... i guess the site wasn't popular back then... and i guess the gal didn't post anything much after that...

you dumped me and then you go to a new guy like that?? just in a flash of a day?? after all the heart i gave you and the respect i showed you? and what.... and after 1 year of NC... you haven't had the decency to even write one line of email and apologize??? i will never understand.... i wish i could hate you... my problem is i loved you too much...