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jimmajam

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  1. As much as I have grown and changed over the last year, for some reason I still want you to know that I care about you and even love you deep down. I guess it's because I have grown and changed my views on what a relationships should be. Some of the things I did to help cause the breakup, I can't believe I did and would never do again. A year is a long time to be shook up over a breakup, and those times teach people lessons. I have learned mine and have changed myself for what I feel is the better. The good times we had were amazing, if we tried again I know we'd have way more of those times. You said we should keep in contact from time to time. I tried to do so, but the last time we made contact it was me emailing you, I replied to your response and that was the end of it. It has now been months and you haven't even uttered a hello. It does hurt, but not like it used to hurt. It's not so much rejection now, it's just pain that you let something so great go without at least looking back and giving it another try. I am struggling if I should send you an email to say hello, ask how you are doing, because I really do care. If things came about the right way I would consider getting back together if we both worked for it. However, right now it's not even about getting back together. I miss talking to you, it hurts that you have moved on so seamlessly, I want you in my life even if it is talking and catching up from time to time. I truly fear that the way you deal with emotions, pushing them down and trying to think ONLY logically, will hinder us ever speaking again. I would never tell you how you are or what you think, but i know you so well and know that's how you handle things. Even if you were curious about what I was up to you would force yourself to forget. I pray that some day, even when we are both 110% healed you will allow yourself at least to say hello. I will be there to talk and I would love to catch up even if that's as far as you want to go.
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