amabel196

Why are you doing this R? We were together for a long time, and we were friends before that and 9 months later you STILL won't talk to me? What is going through your mind when you think of me? Do you really hate me that much? Why do you still complain about me to your friends? Do you even care just a little bit? What runs through your mind when you see me down the street? I wish you were able to answer those questions R, cause I sure as hell can't.

Ricky, With each day I'm finding it easier piece by piece. I don't think I love you anymore, but I still miss us talking alot. I can't believe your with her after everything you said about her. What the hell?

You really do hate me don't you Ricky? I find it tremendously sad that things have turned out the way they have. I hope she makes you happy, and I hope you learn to be a decent boyfriend. Of course, I still miss you every second of the day, but it's slowly becoming better. I burnt all of our photos and cards we gave to each other and that your family gave to me, and that ticket stub from Taste of Chaos. I don't regret burning it really.. I regret you leaving though. I regret not saying anything when you asked for a reason to stay. It was the worst mistake of my life so far. You should probably fix yourself up a bit too Ikky, you're really letting yourself go. Quit the booze and have a shave. And if your girlfriend ever pulls that stunt again where she tried to hit my car, I will be pretty pissed off. Good luck with your new relationship with her. I hope she makes you happy. Not that you deserve it.

I love you Ricky. We were beautiful together and I miss being with you more than you will ever know.

Ricky, You were there for me when no one else was. At first I didn't think you were going to be the one, I didn't give you a chance. But I opened up and I let you in, because I wanted you to be the one for me. I am so glad that I did.. I never would have had this wonderful 3 years with you. Thank you for being there. I am in so much pain babe, you would not believe. I think about it all of the time, it tears my heart apart. The thought of you hating me, it makes me feel so much pain on the inside. We were supposed to spend so many more years together.. What went wrong? It feels like you have died, it's so hard. How do I deal with this Ricky? You were the only one for me.

Ricky, I have always loved you, more than you will ever know. I shouldn't have called you earlier, you broke my heart even more. I don't want to be with you, but I want to be your friend. You told me you hated me... is this true? How could you say a thing like that? We were best friends for so long. I love you, and I miss your company

The odds of seeing you in town on a thurs night at 1.30 am? Very slim. But I did anyway. For god sake lay off the booze.

Why did I fall for you? and what did you see in me? Did you even love me Ricky? The night you left, you told me you loved me, only 2 hours before you left. Did you really? I wish I knew.

Your brother is 28 and abusing the * * * * out of me! Tell him to grow the eff up! Both of you need to, and god am I glad you're gone now. You were no good for me, and you weren't even that great in bed.

You have such a hold on me Ricky.. You told me to leave you alone and I did, but how about you leave me alone. Stop plaguing my dreams and my thoughts, just go away.

I wonder if you have been thinking of me at all.. I don't suppose you have, seeing as you're with her.

Why do I still feel this way Ricky? I thought I was done with you - I didn't even contact you new years eve.. And now I feel as though I am back at the beginning. For heavens sake.

Do you know what your brother just did Ricky? He had a go at me on Facebook. He is 28 and abusing someone on Facebook. Both of you need to grow the hell up! And as for me being a stalker, you can shove that, just because you or your brother see me down the main street of town, it does not mean I am freaking stalking you. GET OVER YOURSELF!!

You are controlling and manipulative and I hope your next girlfriend knows what she's getting herself into. After the New Year, you will be out of my life for good. Good bloody riddance to you Ricky.

I'm not myself Ricky, I feel emotionless, I feel hollow. What have you done to me? You said I was a b---- last night. To you, or to everyone? Grow up. You broke your leg but you're still at the clubs? Alco.